Not Just A Lover (SEQUEL)

Chapter 69

July 5th
Shawn's POV

"Shawnnnn!" I hear a familiar voice yell
"You up?" Y/N says and my brain switches on so I rush to my hotel room door and swing it open not caring that I was only in my boxers.
"Honey" I smile while opening the door

"Honey? Didn't know we were that close" Cez chuckles

Fuck my mind is playing tricks on me

"Sorry man, I-I thought I heard Y/N's voice and I just kinda got excited you know" I sigh
"Aw you poor thing, well we've gotta rehearse in about 3 hours so maybe freshen up and put some clothes on" He states before walking off, I close the door immediately.
"Fuck" I groan before falling back into bed

Welp I need to go shower soon but that can wait...

I pull out my phone and scroll through Instagram for a bit then reply to some messages.

I never and I repeat never am that active
on twitter because people's words can hurt you know. Even though I'm turning 26 soon assumptions can hurt. I've told Y/N about it and she understands so we don't really use social media as much as we would like to because there's always something we'd rather not read. The Messages app is really my best friend here in terms of socials.

Especially some certain interviews/articles can twist my words for some reason so that doesn't help sometimes on how others outside of my fan base see me. (A/N: COUGH COUGH FUCKING ROLLING STONE!)

6am:
honey🍯💓: hiiii still awake btw hope the show goes well
honey🍯💓: you
honey🍯💓: are
honey🍯💓: amazing
honey🍯💓: and
honey🍯💓: talented
honey🍯💓: don't
honey🍯💓: let
honey🍯💓: anyoneeee
honey🍯💓: tell
honey🍯💓: youuuu
honey🍯💓: fuckingggggg
honey🍯💓: otherwiseeeeeeeeee😡😡😡😡😡😡
honey🍯💓: my Canadian muffinnn
honey🍯💓: eh
honey🍯💓: eh
honey🍯💓:eh
honey🍯💓: GRRRRRRRR
honey🍯💓: ugh I'm so nice aren't I? (you are now at gunpoint) 😈😈😈😈

I swear she always has the best messages to wake up to compared to the ones I send....lol I lied

Me: 😂😂😂😭😭😭😭 yes you are very nice
Me: I'm assuming you're sleeping rn but I hope you have a lovely day and from your app it says that you're almost in your second trimester 🥺
Me: ✨✨✨💓💓💓💓💓❤️❤️✨✨❤️❤️✨✨✨
Me: don't wanna give Beth and Veronica a hard time do ya? 🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈
Me: or maybe you do👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

Our humour makes no sense and yes I downloaded Y/N's pregnancy tracker app and I asked for her login details because....why not?

After rehearsal...
I sit down on the stage,grab my water bottle and stare into space.

Well that was tiring but nothing I'm not used to...you know what I've always wondered what would've happened if I didn't try and express my emotions to Y/N.
Would I have reached this point in my career without her being able to calm me down and talk some sense into me? I personally think things happen for a reason

"Hey man" Brian says snapping me out of my thoughts
"Oh hey" I reply and he sits next to me
"You good?" He questions
"Yh man I'm just thinking about stuff" I state
"Likeeee?" He asks
"Just random shit" I answer and he rolls his eyes
"Bullshit, you're thinking about Y/N" He chuckles
"Oh no you caught me! What am I gonna do?!" I sarcastically respond
"Don't stress I'm sure she's good and the baby is fine" he states
"Yh she's almost getting to her second trimester which means that she-" I try to say
"Woah woah woah! Dude h-how do you know that?" He asks
"I have an app" I smile
"Isn't that meant for if you're actually pregnant yourself?" He queries
"Just shut up" I laugh
"But I'm fine, I'm just waiting for when she's ready" I say and Brian grins
"Awww look at you daddy Mendes" he coos
"Don't ever say that shit again" I chuckle
"What? Dadd-" Brian tries to say but I throw my water bottle at him
"Fucking hell you really don't like being called that" He laughs

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~flashback
"You'll be begging me to call you daddy one day Shawn" Y/N smiles
"Pffftt Yh right" He retorts

"Fuccckkk Shawn" Y/N moans
"No call me daddy again baby" I whisper
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~end of flashback

Yh we don't talk about that....

A/N
Sorry for the waitttt I had a bit of writer's block❤️❤️❤️