Chapter 34

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Shawn's POV
(this is what happens when Shawn confronts Connor before Y/N arrives to the room)

I can't believe that piece of shit would do that to me. Like come on really? Messing around with my girlfriend? For what? What the fuck did I do to this guy that he feels the need to move to her in that way?

"If this guy is harassing you and that's what you couldn't tell me before then I need to deal with this shit" I say clenching my jaw
"Shawn please don't hurt him...I-I'm pretty sure it was just a mistake" Y/N pleas
as she grabs on to my arm.
"I don't care and get off of me!" I exclaim pushing her backwards with such force that she almost fell back onto the couch. I speed-walk out of the room shutting the room door behind me.

This motherfucker is gonna pay....

I clench my jaw even harder as I approach the douche's door.
"Connor!" I exclaim knocking on the door and I hear him groaning
"Get up dude and open the damn door!" I continue and after a minute or two he opens it. His hair was scruffy and I could easily tell he was completely wasted from last night.
"What's up man? It's like 7am....what do you want?" He questions and I can't help but chuckle under my breath.
"Umm what's so funny?" He asks and I grab his shirt and lift him up to my eye level.
"SHAW-" Connor tries to yell and move towards the wall so that his back is leaning against it.My grip doesn't weaken from his t shirt at all.
"Don't act like you don't know. Huh? You bitch! Speak!" I whisper with anger
"W-what?" He asks and I let go of him resulting in him falling onto the floor.

"You thought you could get away with messing around with Y/N behind my back?" I state
"I-I'm sorry man I was really really drunk last night and I apologise for whatever I did" he sighs
"No not good enough" I chuckle pacing up and down the room.
"What a psycho" Connor mumbles
"Psycho? I'll show you psycho" I imply as I pick him up from the floor.

My fist connects with his warm cheek as he stumbles backwards. My mind flashes to all those possible times where I could've stopped this from happening.
I punch him again on the same cheek to get more of my frustration out.

I knew it....I fucking knew he liked Y/N. From the first time we met in our apartment when I was dealing with anxiety. I could see it in the way he was eyeing her up. I can't believe I brushed it off.

Connor leans back on the wall as I begin to approach him again but I refrain myself. His cheek was already purple and his lip cut open badly.

"Fuck,fuck,fuck" I mumble to myself banging my fist on the wall
"L-Listen Shawn I totally deserved that, I truly apologise for being attracted Y/N. I know she's yours." He stutters and I still face the wall trying to calm down
"And I-I....t-the only time I've fully complimented or flirted with her was when I called her beautiful. It made her really uncomfortable so I kind of toned it down. But I promise since then Shawn I haven't clearly insinuated that I wanted to do anything sexual with her. I knew she didn't like me. Well that's what I thought" Connor says and I turn around
"What do you mean that's what you thought?" I ask
"Well I don't know if I-" he mutters
"Just say it....I already hate you" I blurt out
"Well last night was when Y/N was really suggestive towards me.She tried to catch my attention and flirt with me even though she knew it was wrong. I constantly asked where you were and I stopped myself from saying inappropriate things. B-but she came off as so.....you know. It even got to the point where I was so confused about what she wanted from me that I suggested for her to sleep in my room while you sobered up. He states and my heart drops. I pound my fist against the wall again and he flinches.

"Are you sure?" I ask taking deep breaths
"Yh I was with a girl and she was grinding on me and I could feel Y/N's glare from a mile away. I don't know why she wanted to get that girl away from me. But no it's my fault. I shouldn't have done this shit. I'm a shitty friend and co-worker."He continues

All of a sudden there's a knocking at the door
"Shawn!" Y/N exclaims and I look back at Connor

Fuck this...

I walk over to the door and swing it open.
"Shawn p-p-please don't tell me you hurt him" Y/N begs but I respond with a cold and long death stare before I push past her frame and walk back down the hallway to our room.

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