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I curl my hair and let it flow down. Even though I'm still bleeding out of my vagina right now...I'm in a really good mood today. However whenever I think my days going good something bad always happens.
I spray some coconut perfume on me while I make my way to the balcony door. I try to open it but because it's heavy as fuck I just stay there trying to open it for a solid 5 minutes. "OPEENNN!! YOU FUCKING STUPID DOOOORR!!" I exclaim using all my non existent strength "Fuck" I sigh letting go and starting to catch my breath. "Babe,you ok?" Shawn asks walking up to me Shawn is wearing:
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"Yh the door- I-I- it's impossible to open" I say still out of breath "Oh wow ok" Shawn chuckles "Shut up its actually impossible" I state "Ok then fucking try you bitch!" I exclaim pushing him "Woah where did that come from?" Shawn questions looking shocked "Sorry....mood swings" I say "Ok then I'll try" Shawn says calmly. He places his hand on the handle and then pulls the door open with ease. "Yh right impossible" Shawn smiles rolling his eyes "Oh my god I honestly hate you" I say "Yh I know you do that's why I'm cheating on you with Connor" Shawn laughs "Don't even bring that guy's name up" I sigh "Why not?" Shawn asks "Is he that much of a pain in the ass?" Shawn smiles. While Shawn's waiting for my response my mind flashes back to when Connor touched my thigh and called me pretty.
It just weirds me out every time I think about and makes me scared for some reason.....not of Connor of course. I'm just scared of Shawn randomly walking in when Connor says something like that to me. Then I feel like shit will go down. That moment of me waiting for that drink and then him saying those words.
His warm,soft,smooth hand brushing on my thigh. Oh my GOD what am I SAYING??!! His hands are gross and crusty and urmmmm ugghhh I really don't know anymore. He just needs to leave my head! But how his crystal blue eyes met with my mine and his-his-h-his touch....
"Helloooo??" Shawn coos "Honey?" He asks waving his hand over my face and poking my thigh "Don't touch my thigh!" I yell snapping out of my thoughts realising it was just Shawn not Connor. "Woah! I'm sorry!" Shawn says in shock "Ughhh I'm sorry" I state "I'm just losing my mind" I smile walking outside onto the balcony.
I lay my hands on the edge and let the hot Jamaican sun tingle my skin while the slight breeze caresses my sun kissed skin. I feel Shawn come up behind me and wrap his arm around my waist. "You know it's been a week already ....we'll have to leave in a few days" Shawn whispers "Noooooo" I whine turning to face him "It's fine" Shawn smiles tickling the sides of my waist. "Omg stooopppp!!" I exclaim chuckling. Shawn stops but pulls me closer. So my eyes are staring deeply into his. "Baby" He whispers "Yh" I say "Poopybutt" He replies "Oh woooowwww" I state with a frown "No but seriously if you're ever going through something don't keep it to yourself. Not gonna lie you've been acting a bit off lately. I just hope you're not keeping anything from me....you're free to vent to me. You know that right?" He states "Yh I do Shawn....I don't know I've just been thinking about random stuff but I'm fine....I promise" I smile "Pinky promise?" He questions holding out his pinky "Oh my god....yes pinky promise" I chuckle linking my pinky with his.
A/N Sorry for the long break....I think I'll be doing a chapter a week but I'll try make it twice if I can. PLEASE LEAVE FEEDBACK IT'S USEFUL AS FUCK😂💕💕💕
