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Kylie: New makeup tutorial using only @FentyBeauty and @KylieCosmetics
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For the first time in a long time, I will be having a concert. This is my first concert for my album and from what my mother told me, it is about to be a huge turnout.
I walk towards Zendaya as she begins her glam for the concert. I would be doing the same but I need to take a shower first since I've been doing all radio interviews this morning and afternoon.
"How are you feeling for your first concert in how long?" Zendaya asks as I put down a green smoothie in front of her.
"I'm actually really excited but I am so nervous especially since the show is completely sold out." My heart starts beating faster. "I'll be honest, I don't know if I'm ready for all of this."
My mom walks into the glam room.
"Are you going to be ok?" She asks with a look of concern.
I shrug my shoulders, "I'm trying not to think too much about it because I was shaking earlier on when talking about the concert."
"Why were you shaking?" Zendaya asks and I rub the back of my neck.
"Withdrawals." I confess with a deep sigh. "During my last tour, I was high the whole time. Before every concert I would take drugs to calm my nerves and get me to a calm state of mind. Now that I don't have that, I'm kind of all over the place."