Coming out of rehab and back into the real world took a lot out of me. I had to adjust to my new life and I had to get used to the fact that everybody knew about my drug use, luckily my molestation hadn't gotten out to the public which I am so grateful for.
I have logged out of all my social media accounts and I have just been spending time with my family. My parents are dating again which has caused a riff with my father's ex wife, who he quickly divorced. My half siblings want nothing to do with me but I don't care since I hardly saw them anyways.
I am happy to have my father back in my life though, it's like starting over again.
I lay in bed for a few moments, contemplating my next moves. Zendaya will be going back to work soon and it won't be long until my parents follow suit. I lost my acting role the moment that I overdosed again and now I'm unsure of what to do with myself.
Music had always been my passion but I was not ready for people to hear my voice, I'm not ready to hear my voice. I stopped singing when I was in rehab and now I'm not so sure if I ever want to touch music again.
"Kylie." Zendaya knocks on my bedroom door before walking into my room.
As part of me moving back in with my mom, I am no longer allowed to have a lock on my door. My mom is also allowed to enter my room at any time which I think is fair seeing as I need to rebuild that trust again.
My mom started monitoring my phone until my father stepped in to tell her that she will make me worse but they do take my phone in the evenings. My father has really taken his time to learn about aftercare and how I should be treated post rehab which I appreciate.
"Hey." I lazily smile as I lift my head up to look at her.
"I'm heading to the local bakery to get some stuff." She tells me and I nod my head at her. "Do you want to tag along?"
"Sure." I need to get out and get some fresh air so I agree to go with her. It takes me about twenty minutes to get ready since I don't know what to wear.
We are obviously going to be spotted by people and the paparazzi will most likely appear since this is my first time out in public since I left rehab. I'm not sure if people know that I am out yet and if they don't, they will today.
Zendaya parks her car outside of the bakery in hopes that we don't get spotted but it's too late as several fans spot us and suddenly I don't feel so good.
Zendaya looks at the fans annoyed as she grabs a hold of my hand.
"How are you feeling?" My sister asks me and I fake a smile.
"Let's just go inside."
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We hastily make our way inside the bakery which only has one customer. I sigh in relief as I take a seat by the booth, not wanting to appear visible to people waiting for us outside.
