My Hand And Yours

Something Else

Minhyun was beyond perplexed by Baekho's question. He didn't know what to say in response to it either and there was an almost desperate look in Baekho's eyes. He parted his lips to say something but no words would form so he shut them again.

"Is that a no?" Baekho asked and gulped.

"No, I... I didn't say... No," Minhyun replied in a breathless tone. Baekho blinked. Minhyun blinked. Then they started staring down at one another until Baekho broke the silence by moving forward, connecting their lips together while moving the bear aside. Minhyun was startled and tried to pull the bear closer but Baekho's hand pushing against his shoulder was making him fall back onto the bed. He bounced a little when his back hit the bed and Baekho hovered over him with a wide eyed look. Minhyun wasn't sure if what he saw in Baekho's eyes then was fear or lust. He just knew the other continued kissing him. Again. And again. Until they were both breathless and hot.

"Can I use my tongue?" Baekho asked during a short pause.

"Why are you asking?" Minhyun wondered.

"I don't know. I'm scared it might... Disgust you."

"I'll stop you if I don't want it," Minhyun said and Baekho smiled, kissing his forehead first.

"Also, can we put the bear aside? You haven't stopped hugging it ever since I got it for you," Baekho chuckled since it was getting in his way a little. Minhyun looked at the bear and reluctantly put it beside him on the bed. "Thank you."

"In return, I get to hug you," Minhyun said and Baekho nodded.

"Go ahead." Minhyun put his arms around Baekho and found himself feeling like he was about to suffocate, not because of the kisses that started again but because his heart ached. He never knew falling for someone would feel this way especially when it felt unrequited despite what they were doing right now. He just thought Baekho wanted to do it to relieve stress or maybe even his sex drive, not because the other actually liked him. Baekho had never really properly confessed to Minhyun before after all and neither did Minhyun yet they both were at a point where they didn't believe or know that they had feelings for one another. The nibbling against his lower lip didn't really startle Minhyun but the sudden wet feeling against Minhyun's lips did surprise him but not wanting to back out from this now, he decided to let Baekho in. It was a weird feeling at first and Baekho didn't dare to do it for too long either so he pulled away when he realised Minhyun didn't know how to react but the taller male clung onto him, stopping him short in his movements as their eyes met.

"Would you be okay if we went all the way?" Baekho asked while leaning his nose against Minhyun's.

"A-all the way?" Minhyun whispered breathlessly and Baekho nodded.

"I'll let you choose if you want to be on top or bottom. But... Only if you really don't mind it."

Minhyun didn't really know what the difference between being the top or bottom entailed and he wasn't even sure if they were both safe or clean enough to do it. There were risks to doing such acts and he knew of such acts because of a book he accidentally stumbled upon among Eun Jung's study books one time when he was clearing out the cupboards. He had done research because he was just curious, not that he knew that he would be interested in another male in the future or that he would be part of the act as well. "And... If we don't go all the way?"

"Then... We will just have to settle for... Something else," Baekho replied him, unable to say it out in details just in case it sounded like a terribly disgusting idea to the other.

"Let's just settle for something else then," Minhyun responded and Baekho smiled, nodding. Baekho went back to kissing Minhyun while one of his hands started going south of Minhyun's body, gently cupping the other in his hand. Minhyun gasped into the kiss and pulled Baekho even closer. Baekho didn't know Minhyun would start reacting more with his hip too but he liked it.