*Discontinued* Killers in Love

10

Virgil laid there staring up at the ceiling. Roman's arm was wrapped around his bare chest as the prince slept beside him. All Virgil could think of was... that was his first. 

Virgil acted confident as fuck around Roman but in reality, he was an anxious dude... obviously. So you could imagine how Virgil... apathetic, anxious, twisted, Virgil might not have had very many relationships... if at all. If he did have any... which he didn't... they definitely would not have gotten that far. Yet the man he thought to have despised him from the moment they met got there in no time flat. Roman not only managed to single-handedly enrage the anxious man but also show him another way to release it.

Virgil glanced over at the sleeping boy and actually felt himself smiling. Roman managed to make Virgil feel something he had NEVER felt before with anyone else. But not only that but... he felt more... new things too. Roman made him feel... alive. For the first time, he had felt alive. And now... Now he wanted to latch on to the feeling and never let it go. He wanted it to stay like this forever. To be alive... forever.

But he can't.

Virgil carefully pulled himself out of the bed quickly putting his boxers and pants on. He grabbed his hoodie and zipped it up ignoring how the bed creaked as he started for the door. He raced down the steps pushing through the still parting crowd. Although admittedly many were passed out or long gone.

"Patton!" Virgil managed to reach his friend who was chatting away with Logan while nursing a cup in his hands. Oh shit... Patton stopped and looked over to see Virgil there and his glossy eyes lit up. He was drunk. "Jeez, Pat. How much did you drink?"

"I don't know... but hey, what about you mister Roman's-an-ass..." His eyes scrunched up as he pressed a finger to Virgil's lips shhing him even though it was Virgil who said it. "Shhh... language. Anyway, what did you to do up there."

"Patton we need to leave." Patton shook his head as he pointed over at the man beside him and Virgil tensed up seeing Logan staring at him in concern. "PATTON, NOW!" That seemed to sober the boy up. His eyes went wide as Virgil started to shake. "Call Janus. We're leaving."

"Excuse me I need to speak to Roman." Virgil nearly screamed no. But instead, he just took Patton's hand as the other called his brother. Virgil watched as Logan made his way up the stairs with an almost sad look in his eyes.

The same look Roman had. Roman had woken up as Virgil was getting up. He had watched the man get dressed and leave. Now he was just laying there in his boxers staring up at the ceiling shivering against the odd chill in his room. He wanted Virgil to come back. He didn't want him to leave. Why did he leave? Was Roman not good enough? Did Virgil really actually hate him? Shit... Roman's eyes went wide as the pain in his chest grew. Logan was...

"What the fuck did you do?" Roman just up at the sudden sound of his voice. Logan stood there in the doorway with narrowed eyes as Roman frowned. "Virgil is practically begging Patton to take him away from here." Roman jumped up throwing his pants on only for Logan to grab his arms. "I told you... you need to learn control."

"Get the fuck off me, Logan." Roman ripped his arm from Logan grasp and ran out of the room and down the stairs just in time to see Virgil and Patton being led outside by Remus. "Virgil..." He had intended to yell it but the moment his eyes caught those stunning purple ones his voice caught in his throat and it came out as a whisper. "Virgil... please, don't..."

"I told you." Roman deflated as he watched the door close behind his dark and stormy prince. "You were trying to convince yourself that you hated him. Clearly... you don't."

"I fucked up didn't I?" Roman didn't look back at Logan who he knew had to have been frowning at him. He didn't even fully remember everything. It's blurry and hazy but... His touch. Roman could never forget the way it felt to have Virgil on his bed with him. The way the man sounded... He couldn't deny it now. He definitely did NOT hate Virgil.

"I don't know Roman. I only know what I say... and that was that... Virgil wanted to get out of here as fast as possible." Roman felt Logan place a supporting hand on his shoulder before walking off again and Roman sighed looking back towards the door with a broken expression. He wanted Virgil. Which meant he had to work hard to get him but... Logan was right. IF Roman ust kept doing everything the same then he'd only end up losing Virgil. He needs control... or at least a slower pace.

"So what state am is my brother gonna be in?" Remus watched as Virgil jumped and smiled. "I'm just wondering cuz... you got quiet the bruising on your neck." Remus got real close smirking like a mad man as he pointed to one of the bruises. "Is that a bite?"

"SHUT UP!" Virgil stomped away startling Patton who was watching in confusion as Remus just laughed.

"Oh, come on. I saw you two go up to his room!" The confusion in Patton grew even more but Remus wasn't really caring. He wanted to see how far he could take it. Plus... he wanted to see what type of a man Virgil was. What he was really wanting...

"Nothing happened." 

"So if I go in there now and go see him, he's not..." Virgil grabbed him by the shirt scaring the shit out of him. The look in his eyes was one he saw a lot in Roman.

"I suggest you shut up. Whatever happened between us is our business. If Roman wants to tell than so be it. But I will not share information that he may not what people knowing. It's his decision, understand!" Remus nodded with a bright beaming smiled as Virgil slowly let him go. So... Virgil was more concerned with what Roman wanted kept secret than his own embarrassment. Also... Remus really could not get over that look in Virgil's eyes. He's seen that look way to many time and he knew exactly what it meant. Maybe he was wrong with his original assumption about him. Maybe... just maybe Virgil could be capable of murder. After all, that look was the same one Roman got when he was about to kill someone for just looking at his love the wrong way.

"Patton, what the fuck?!" Remus's smile dropped the moment a car pulled up. Inside was a boy eerily similar to Patton in looks, save for the fact that his guy has mismatched eyes. The guy got out of the car with this worried yet stern look, his medium length blonde hair hidden only slightly underneath a light grey beanie. "What the hell were you thinking?"

"Relax Janus, I'm ok." The guy pulled Patton into a hug and Remus beamed. They were twins. Just like he and Roman were. Remus actually knew of another set of twins. He was happy to discover this. The guy pulled away and frowned as he glanced over at Remus and lets just say... He understood Roman's fascination with eyes now. 

"Hi..." It was all Remus could say as Janus rolled his eyes.

"Bye." Janus called out as he dragged Patton to the car. Virgil laughed as followed closely behind getting into the front seat as Patton sat in the back. Remus could hear the door open and close again and Virgil's eyes widened a bit as the car drove off. Remus didn't even jump when he felt someone place a hand on his shoulder.

"I know that look." Remus laughed softly as he started off in the direction the car went. "What's his name?"

"Janus." Remus glanced over at his brother and his mouth dropped. Roman only laughed as he stretched himself out. Roman was covered in scratched and bite marks. bruised and love bites lined his torso with claw mark all down his sides and back. The guy looked like a total mess but the smile on his face was brighter than ever. "Looks like you had fun."

"Oh, it was quite the experience."