Alriet: When Love Happens

CHAPTER 07

Alec

Did I already say that I found Harriet nosy?Because she was, she was a lot nosy. She always wanted to decide what to do in my life, but in the end, I finished agreeing to it. I never had much attitude. Harriet was trying to help me to be owner of myself.

Later that it entered in my life, I never had thought what he wanted to make later that he finished the studies. Sincerely, I had keptmoney I stop in the end, not knowledge in whatto invest and later that it left my life upside-down, I started to plan. Suddenly, I started to see what it would happen in my life after someyears.

I do not know to say as this happened, but it happened. I changed e, at the same time, I continue being of the same skill. I have the same beginnings and the same thoughts, likeof the same musics and to make the things thatalways I make. It was strange, but good at the same time.

The first time that went up in the stage, Harrietwas with me. I vomited and it was with me inthe bathroom to calm me. At that moment Iunderstood its nervousness with the college.We had invert the paper. I was anxious and itwas calming me.

I remember myself, that its grandmothers andmy mother also were there. When I coulded to go up in the stage, Harriet accompanied meand pretended to make the second voice. Itwas not a lot good singing, but she wascalming me. In the second music I calmed a little and in the third, it not anymore he wasmore to my side. E later, I did not see morenothing. He only thought about notes, musicsand to sing them. It was good excessively,because exactly calming me, the adrenalin stilldominated my body.

After the first presentation, I couldn't moreto stop to think about music. It became my lifeand something that everything brought me whatit was lacking without I knew what he was.Simply she filled what he was empty.

To touch became my thwaspy. Harrietshowed to me that I could touch for manypeople and music showed to me that I couldcommunicate me with the people withoutneeding really to speak with them. The formthat touched and sang, already passed themessage of what I was feeling.

Harriet, little by little, cannot go mypresentations that happened during the week. She was studying and had that to dedicate herself. Idid not take offense it not to be going, but he felt its lack while he looked at for the peoplespread for the bar. It always called attention. Ewas not because of its rusted and full hair, butHarriet sang excited all a lot musics,exactly untuning the time all.

It became my foundation. Without giving account of this.

That was one day different. It was completing 13years that it had died. I informed Harriet whocould not see it, because would have that to leave with my mother. To be touching, going up in the stage, made me to remembera lot of it and what I felt in the first years afterits death, it had come back with force. Myfather also touched and the first guitar that I touched had been of it.

To remember to me of always takes me to it at night of its death, the sadness of my mothwasnd as the years the following were so difficult.As much I and my mother needed it, but we had that them to turn to follow in front. Its lifewas interrupted in the way it way, but ours not.The mourning a lot delayed to disappear, untilwe understand that we had that to follow in front. E we follow.

I had few memories of it, but he had one in particular that I never forgot, only I hid it in mymind, when the vi to touch for my mother asong. I did not remember myself which music,but I had determined that some day would touch the same music and in that one exactlyrhythm for somebody.

We leave early, was raining strong. I dressedmy black coat and coturno, my mother usedone above all that Harriet had given in the dayof its anniversary. When we arrive at thecemetary, had an open floriculture of the side ofit are, my mother was until buying a dumb onethere of you flourish, I I waited it in theentrance, looking at for the stop street.