Alriet: When Love Happens

CHAPTER 12

Harriet

Really. Cecília was not difficult to conquwaslec. It was constantly receptive theonslaughts of the women. Only... He was notas Ceci waited. Alec since Eloyse left its life,decided to stay single for indefinite time, mainlyto be being a lot assediado.

Its relationships never lasted a lot and the onesthat lasted, were divided with more than awoman. I understood it, because he knew thatit still loved Eloyse and felt its lack. Well, at least, I found that he was this.

We never more say the respect. Nor on Eloyseand nor on my last disastrous relationship withJulian, my old professor of foreign litwasture. Inever said the Alec what he had happenedbetween me and Julian. E did not intend to count. At least, not at that moment.

I think that our loving life with other people,always would finish in the same point ofinterrogation. Why was Alec in my life?Why did I import myself in such a way with it?Nobody would understand our brotherlyconnection.

But I had hope of that the man right would go to appear. The man who was destined me, would understand. Well, I waited that yes, because aso strong friendship cannot be spoiled as mineand of Alec. I wanted it of my side for theremaining portion of the life, then, he would thinksomebody that really understood this and it did not pretend to understand.

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Already it made two months that my process ofchange had started e, little by little, I I was buyingnew clothes, but I used few, because Ceci stilldid not authorize. It was to only explaining theprocess me of combination of the parts andguiding me, but I looked at the fabrics, theparts, the shoes. They were so pretty. By the way, I learned to walk of high shoe and gotmoved when I walked for the house all withoutstumbling and without looking at for the soil. I felt high and more feminine more to me only to could this.

The fact is that, to each day, some thing was moving in me. I felt myself confident and pretty.E Alec noticed each detail. My hair was softwasnd less full. Ceci did not leave me to smooth itof form some, found it perfect for me. It saidonce I only needed knowledge what to make to improve it.

I started to use solar protector everyday, to make skin cleanliness, the esfoliar. Ceci taughta little to me to each day. E it said the momentto me right to start ahead to change me of theeyes of the people. Our party of formation. Inever was a lot sensual, but he intended to be.He wanted that the men desired to me.However, I did not stop to think about as it would be the expression of Alec when it noticedmy sensuality in the party.

Strange opinion can, but it waited for itsapproval. While it looked at the new lingerie, orwhen it tried the clothes that not yet had used. Ihad learned the combination of each clothesand accessories.

We had chosen a pretty, long dress. It was had taken that color of wine with a huge rip in thelegs whitewashes and it cinderela for me madequestion to choose a shoe of the type. Cecisaid that he got perfect in my feet. I cutthe tips of my hair, made massage andeach time that he made, he felt it prettier andsoft. I started to admire my clusters more and more.

Ceci left me to make up alone, because it had taught me and it trusted that it would not go to make a mistake. I looked at myself in themirror, with that purple dress, highlighting in themy white skin and my hairdo. I felt me pretty.A lot pretty.

It after left me alone in the room if to arrangeand was to the meeting of Alec, who would goto accompany me in the party. We would only go two. They leave from time to time, but Iknew that the relationship of them was coolinglittle by little. When he leaves the room, Alecwaited me of the side of it are. Cecília was notmore. It turned over and I saw its stagnatedexpression.

- Where the Ceci? – I took the hands until theskirt of the dress and I smoothed it. I raised thehead and I faced it. It continued motionless,looking at me. – Was the Ceci already? - I looked at it of the head to the feet. It was notnothing badly.