Sorry I haven't been updating...no I haven't forgotten about the book (yes I did) I had writers block for this book. And I didn't think you guys liked this book but a lot of you have been asking, so here you go!!!!
Normani p.o.v
"I think Y/n has a dick" Lauren stops typing on her phone and furrows her eyebrows "Excuse me what?" I say up in my bed "I've been stalking her Instagram and Facebook and when she's at a pool party or at the beach she's wearing a bikini top and trunks"
"Ok? She can just be a tym boy" I shook my head "no, Y/n is very girly from what I have noticed...and the night stayed with her, when we were cuddling I woke up to something poking my ass, I thought it was the remote. When I told her about it she got up and ran back into her room and didn't come back for a good 20 minutes"
Lauren stares at me blankly "so what she's a man?"
"She could be intersexual"
"be what?" I sighed "it's someone who either born with two or the wrong genital parts" she hums "that's disgusting" I rolled my eyes "this is all the reasons why you shouldn't be around her or him or whatever the fuck it is"
"Lauren I hope to see the day when you're not an asshole" she waves me off, "What are you going to do now? Still talk to it"
"Well I don't know if it true, I just assumed but yes I will, there's nothing wrong with intersexual people"
"We clearly have different ways at looking at things" I hummed in agreement before biting into my fish sandwich. "I don't understand why we can't just go back to LA, I'm bored here and you keep ditching me for y/n, it's annoying"
"I'm sorry Laur but you can always come with me, when I hang out with y/n-" my phone buzzes on the table catching both of our attention.
Y/n is located at South Point Mall
Lauren slowly looks up at me, I cleared my throat avoiding eye contact with "No"
"What?"
"No, Normani, you're not doing this again....you can't afford to do this again!" I scoffed "what are you talking about?"
"Normani you know what I am talking about! You can't do this, it's unhealthy, I don't like y/n, but she doesn't deserve this. You do not need to know where she's at, at all times" Lauren says grabbing my hand. "Let's just go see what she's doing" I bite my lip before standing up. I grabbed my keys and quickly walked out the diner. Lauren followed behind me. "Normani this is the main reason Dinah divorced you, she found out about this addiction-"
"Don't bring Dinah into this!"
"Look....I know it was fun and I know you love it, but do you really want to lose y/n because of this?" I stopped in my tracks and turned to Lauren. "You're right this is wrong, I can't lose Y/n" she nods sighing in relief. "Good, we don't need another restraining order"
"Right" I turned away getting into the car, she climbed in. It took every nerve in my body to control myself from going to see y/n. I have to see what's shes doing, what she's up to. Who's she's with. And more. There's nothing wrong with watching over someone.
"Yeah no, Lauren I can't do this"
"Normani No!" She raises her voice surprising me "You're not dragging me in this again. So take me home"
"fine"
"Thank you...you can do this, you can control yourself" I give her a smile before driving out the parking lot. Once we made it home, I stayed a couple of hours with her and then claimed to go to the store. And it was true I had a sweet tooth, and once I got all the sweets I wanted, I found myself sitting in my car right across from Y/n home. Camila was gone. Ally was in her room with her boyfriend. And Y/n she was in her room. The curtains were open I could see everything. I squinted my eyes biting into a honeybun, my eyes widen once I saw a guy.
Is that the guy from the diner? He sits down on her bed as y/n pulled him into a hug, it made my blood boil.
Y/N p.o.v
"You didn't have to give me this much I can't take this" I covered my mouth with my hands. "I wanted too so take it, you deserve this" Shawn sits down next to me on the bed "Really?" He nods as I pulled him into a hug. "I don't know what i would do without you" he smiles. "Anything for you"
"Wow $10,000....how did you get it?"
"Once I heard about your problem 2 years ago I decided to start saving up...just for you"
I placed my hands on his shoulders "thank you Shawn...oh my god that means I only need $13,000" my eyes watered in excitement as I threw myself on him again "you're amazing" he tighten his arms around me. We slowly pulled away I looked up at him, he smiles down at me. "I can finally be a girl"
"You're already a girl"
"Yeah but a full girl...I never got to experience how it feels to have a vagina" I say loving how I could just talk to him about this. Shawn and I been friends since I was in middle school, he has always been there for me. And for a second he glances down at my lips and then back to my eyes. I found myself starting to lean in, and just before our lips could touch we heard banging coming from downstairs. I quickly pulled away from him and ran downstairs. "Wait y/n" he grabs my arm "What?"
"You can't just open to the door it could be an intruder"
"Who is it?! I played softball in high school...I was always benched but I can swing!" Ally runs out the room with her bat, we turned to her she smiles "oh hey Shawn I didn't know you were here"
"Hey"
I rolled my eyes at the two as I looked through the peephole. "Who's there?"
"No one" I opened the door and stepped out to see no one at all. "See"
"So I stopped cuddling my man for this! I'm done I'm going back up!" I rolled my eyes once again as Ally ran upstairs, I shut the front door, I turn back to Shawn "so where were we?" He asks with a smirk, my back pressed against the door as he leans in and our lips pressed against each other's. But I pulled away once again because my phone started ringing. "Who is it?"
"It's Normani...I'm going to take this" he nods "yeah ok".......
