My Thoughts Turned Into Poetry

Entry #8

Entry #8

SKL: I did this when I was so deeply infatuated with my idol. He was liking and retweeting some of his fans' tweets in twitter and I was thinking of doing something for him to notice me and like/retweet my tweet at the same time. But I didn't do anything.

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I should have done anything
Just to be noticed by you
I should have done anything
Because that 'anything' might turn into 'something'
But I do nothing.

I let the chance to pass by
I let the opportunities to be just opportunities
I chose to do nothing
Because 'nothing' cannot change 'anything' and 'anything' cannot change into 'something'.

You are what I have dreamt of
That one day you will be mine
Maybe I will just let my dreams to be just dreams
Because nothing can't change my dreams into reality.
It is just a bigger dreams of mine.

You are my idol and I am your fan
A bond that lasts forever
That has a painful reality:
They will never be together.

I'm just one of your ambitious fan
Waiting for something to happen
Waiting for you to be mine
Hoping that when you notice me can change our 'nothing' to 'anything' and 'anything' into 'something'
I guess I'll let our fate to decide.

——idol and the fan