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DEEP DARK AND DANGEROUS

CHAPTER 29

RYAN P.O.V

 

That night Jared had thrown everything in our hotel room from his rage. I just sat there eating ice cream watching him. Of course I didn’t want to move in with my dad because well first off Jared was right. He left me and now all of a sudden he wants to be back in my life and that’s not going to happen. Even worse he could rape me or hurt me in some way.

“How are you not upset about this?” He asked me when he finally calmed down and he laid next to me and wrapped his arms around my belly.

“I am upset but we have over a month to be with each other and do you really think I’m going to let him take me? Over my dead body.” He looked up at me and he smiled.

“I don’t want you to leave.”

“I don’t either. I’m not going anywhere.” I answered running a hand through his hair. “Can you clean up this mess?” I asked. There were panties and bra’s thrown everywhere and there were some condom wrappers laying around. My dressed were thrown. He acted like throwing my clothes around was going to help.

“No.” He answered before he rested his head on my chest.

“So are you mad at me still?” I asked and he shook his head.

“I’m sorry.”

“Not your fault.” I answered before laying down next to him.

“We are going four wheeling tomorrow.” He answered.

“Awesome.” I laughed as I played with his hair and rubbed his ear.

“Can you feel that?” He asked and I nodded as he pressed himself into my side. I giggled when he got on top of me. “I want you so badly.” He moaned out as he kicked his pants off and I took my top off. I usually let him do the bottoms. He kissed me like never has before. He then moved to my neck and I swear to god I was in heaven. “Where are the condoms?” He asked pulling back.

“I don’t know.” I whined. I was never patient enough for him to get them.

“And we can’t forget them because you know damn well this one time we don’t use them you’ll get pregnant.” I was on birth control but neither one of us trusted it. Well I didn’t trust him. I was so glad that he was more responsible with it then other people were. He got up from the bed and dug around in his bag before pulling one out and sliding it onto himself. He then came back and pulled my shorts off and climbed on top of me. As soon as he entered me I moaned. I always loved doing this with him.

 

*FEW HOURS LATER*

 

It was four in the morning when I woke up with horrible pains in my stomach and I cried out before getting out of bed and going to the bathroom. I could hear Jared groaning when I sat down.

“God dammit.” I moaned before grabbing the tampons from under the sink.

“What’s wrong?” Jared called from the bed.

“My period.” I groaned before coming back out after washing myself up and putting on a pair of panties.

“No. I like you naked.” He said holding out his arms and I laid down into them.

“I still mostly am.” I answered. The hotel room was freezing and his chest was so warm. “You’re so warm.” I said burying myself into him.