deep, dark and dangerous

The answer is yes

DEEP DARK AND DANGEROUS

CHAPTER 32

RYAN P.O.V

It was amazing traveling the world with the person you love most in this world. But if you had asked me four years ago where I saw myself today, I would say heading off to college. But at almost eighteen, I’m not going to college. I would tell you today that I would be working for a magazine or travel the world with my boyfriend. It was sex every single night and every single morning. It was swimming in random places even when it was super cold out. We did see Louis out walking but we didn’t realize it was him until I heard some people shouting but we had somewhere to be so we couldn’t stop.

“You’re still upset about the Louis thing?” Jared asked as I went through an album in my phone named Louis.

“Of course I am.” Louis and Harry had announced that they were in the process of adopting a child. I couldn’t be more happy for them.

“I’m sorry. I would have stopped if we could.” He answered as he wrapped his arms around me.

“I know. It’s not your fault.”

“What do you want for your birthday this year?” He asked and I shrugged. I did want to redo my room.

“Could we maybe redo my room?” I asked. Me and Jared usually slept together but there were those rare times where we would sleep in different rooms.

“I’m sure I could redo it, yes.” He answered before he kissed the side of my face. “Anything else?”

“Do you think it would also be possible to move my piano into the room?” I asked and he sucked in a breath through his teeth.

“I don’t know. I could hire some guys to move it.” He answered. We both had decided that while we were working we would live with his mom until we were old enough and had enough money to buy ourselves a place. Heather said she would help us out as much as possible. “What would you like to do today?” He asked and I shrugged. I loved traveling believe me but sometimes it just got boring. At least if I was home I could be writing or something.

“I don’t know. We’ve already done everything. I’m bored.” I answered. I had brought my journal along and I had filled up most of the pages. I would need a new one soon. I had so many pieces of writing in it.

“Would you rather head home?” He asked and I shrugged. I hated that we spent all this money to get bored and go home.

“I mean… I love traveling I really do but it’s getting boring.” I answered. My imagination was wild and this was not what I was expecting would happen. We should have only come for a few days not nearly two months.

“If you want to go home we can. I won’t mind. I agree that it’s getting boring.” I nodded my head before he went around packing. “Get packing.” He answered while through some clothes at me and I giggled.

“You really don’t mind?” I asked and he shook his head.

“I really don’t. I was missing my car anyway.”

 

*SEPTEMBER*

 

Today we were both starting our new jobs. We had slept in different rooms last night and we shouldn’t have because I didn’t sleep at all last night. I was nervous that I would screw something up. But I was born to do this and I was more than excited. I had showered and dried my hair before doing my makeup and putting on a blue dress that I had bought before our trip along with a pair of black heels. I came down the stairs and Jared was already in the kitchen making breakfast.