deep, dark and dangerous

Laughter

DEEP DARK AND DANGEROUS

CHAPTER 16

RYAN P.O.V

“Wanna go play football?” Jared asked as we were sitting in the school stands facing the football field that was empty.

“Sure.” I answered. I still didn’t fully trust him yet but I don’t trust anyone anymore. I followed him down to the field where he ran around me trying to make himself look cool. “Are you going to pass it?” I questioned him. He handed me the ball and I took off sprinting the other way. I looked over my shoulder and he wasn’t far behind me and he was catching up. I made my legs move faster. I felt him right behind me before his arms wrapped around me and he lifted me up. Laughter fell from  my mouth. The type of laughter I hadn’t heard in over a month.

“I haven’t heard that in so long.” He said as he laid me on top of him on the ground.

“Me too.” I admitted to him. “I missed it.” I still had trouble sleeping at night but it was getting better.

“You always look at the bad.” He commented.

“Uh. Do you forget what you did to me?” I asked. “You left me for the slut.”

“I know.” He closed his eyes. I rolled off of him. “I was just having a tough time.” He said.

“Yeah, because I wouldn’t have sex with you.” I said. “We all have tough times. But you don’t leave someone else to make it seem like the pain went away.” I said to him. It wasn’t like I was going to go running to him asking if he would take me back because he left me and I wasn’t that type of girl.

“And I said I was sorry.” He said. I looked at him.

“Sorry doesn’t make the pain go away.” He rolled over on top of me holding his body above mine.

“What can I do to make you feel better?” He asked.

“I like ice cream.” He laughed.  He leaned his head down closing his eyes. “Jared, no.” I stopped him. I didn’t wanna kiss him. Not after those lips had been all over that slut.

“Because I kissed her?” He asked.

“Right in front of my face.” I answered back.

“You’re never going to forgive are you?” He asked.

“ I never said. I said I didn’t trust you.” I said back as he sat up and I did too. He ran his hands through his dark brown hair and he sighed.

“I just want it to go back to how it was before. Can’t we do that?” He asked.

“I don’t know. I can only do so much.” I answered.

“Maybe a kiss will remind you.” He said as he quickly pressed his lips to mine as he held my head. It did feel like it did before. I smiled and laughed as he squished our faces as close as he could.

     "I think you might be crazy." I laughed and he let go of my face. He pulled me up and I climbed onto his back as he walked back up to his car. “Remember that show Vampire Diaries I always made you watch?” I asked him as we reached his car.

“Yeah! Stephan is my favorite.” He said. I may have helped me with loving him.

“He died in the last episode.” I said. I cried like a baby.

“Way to spoil it.” He said as we both got in.

“I’m just saying. I was highly upset.” I said. I was really upset about it. And he tweeted saying he wasn’t coming back. I loved him. Although I loved Jeremy more when he died I cried like it was my best friend who had just died, he came back though. Its really messed up. You have to watch it to understand it. I turned the radio on in the car and Over my Head was playing. I began to sing along.