This Love Was Out of Control (Fuenciado)

Fuck You, Marfan

*Vic's POV*

"When you have no other choice in life, all you want to do is kill yourself to end all the pain. This world is hazardous, rude, and cold. I'm happy I'm with God now. I literally hated who I was down there. Up here, I have friends, people who actually care about me when I'm sad. They cheer me up so much that...that...I'm happy I'm dead. Down there, in the real world, I was nothing, but up here, I'm something."

I finally understand her now. People are such assholes, and I can't believe I used to be one of them. I used to be the biggest bully to everyone and I wouldn't give a shit about anyone except myself and my brother. I still can't fathom the fact that I used to hurt Kellin, not physically, but emotionally.

"I'm so sorry. I wish I could've helped you in some way."

"You did, Vic. You did help me, and I'm so thankful for you. I've been going to concerts all my life, but Pierce the Veil really hit my heart. It made me feel whole. If only you guys started sooner, I'd probably still be living."

"I know, Liv. I know."

Great, another dream about Olivia that I won't be able to get out of my mind. I thought taking a cat nap would help me relax a little bit, but instead, I'm stuck in the past. I just wish I could've helped her more.

I rolled out of bed and rubbed circles around my eyes. It was about 5:30 in the afternoon when I smelled a strong scent of Mexican food coming from the kitchen. I quickly sprinted towards the kitchen and saw Mike and Tony chowing down on quesadillas, loaded with hot sauce.

"Fatasses," I chuckled. Typical Mexicans.

Mike flipped me off, just as he shoved a huge mouthful of food into his mouth.

-@piercethevic: Hello twitter friends! Who likes quesadillas?-

"Where's Jaime and Copeland?" I questioned.

"He took her out for some ice cream," Tony said.

"She can't eat ice cream, she's only four months!"

"Okay, he took himself out for ice cream and took her with him. They should be back any minute."

Just as I was about to sit down with them, my beautiful angels popped through the door.

"Toeyyy!" Copeland tried to say Tony's name. She has no clue how to say Mike's name at all, which kind of makes me laugh because she doesn't even try for his name. She quickly flicked her eyes on me and pointed. "Paaaapaaaa!"

"There's my princess!" I got up and lunged forward, taking her in my arms and kissing her face a million times.

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I was playing with Copeland on the couch when Jaime walked in with his hands in his pockets, face facing the floor, and a depressed expression on his face.

"Vic?"

"Yeah?"

"We uh...we need to talk."

"Hm, you don't sound like you're joking. Are you being serious?"

"Yes," he gasped, barely audible. He fixed his posture and pulled his hands out of his pockets. "There's something I've been keeping from you for months now."

I lost my smile and placed Copeland in my lap. "Are you..." I gulped, "cheating on me?"

"God no, nothing like that."

"Oh good, because I was worried that it might be that," I chuckled.

"It's worse than you think."