An/ I just wanted to say how bad the grammar and typing this is in the first few chapters and I cringe looking at it now but I promise that it will get better!
Hey. Life is shit. Period.
I used to have a kick ass life, good friends, good grades and good life. But obviously, I hadn't had enough bad luck in my life. My dad cheated on my mom when she was pregnant with me, but she only found out when I was 15 years old.
She broke up with my dad, then she fled to the uk, dragging me with her (literally).
She was 29 when we left for the uk. She was a smart, independent business woman and she was really good parent until she hit rock bottom.
I had to give up everything I had, my friends, my family and my boyfriend. My boyfriend was my everything, he was what I called,
Perfect.
My mom started to lose money and she started to drink. She started staying out really late, leaving me all by myself. But, there was a ray of hope.
It took me a while to get over Luke, almost a year in fact. But I met someone who helped me forget everything.
Harry.
I trusted him with my heart and he made me feel wanted, appreciated.
But that day of me leaving will never leave my mind. It's just like it was yesterday...
"I'm sorry Luke, I can't do anything about it!" I exclaimed to him. "Yes you can, live with me. Stay." He said with a shaky breath.
"Luke but my mom! You know she wouldn't let me stay here without her in a million years!" I shouted. "I just thought-" He started. "No Luke " I cut him off .
"We can't be together if I'm on the other side of the world can we!?"
"What?!" He boomed."Yes we can! We just have to have trust in each other !" He said quickly.
"That's the point though Luke, I
can't trust you." I said.
"You really still believe those stupid rumours?!" He shouted.
I did still believe in them. He told me they weren't true but I still believed the things that people at school said.
"Yes I do Luke ..." I said calmly.
"We have been over this Kay!" He exclaimed.
And then I walked away because I was about to board my flight. "I love you Luke." Was the last sentence I ever said to him.
Yet.
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"Kayleigh get down here now!" My mom screeched. She had just come in and she had her boyfriend with her. I usually stayed out of her way when he was here, but now, I had to face them. My mom would usually beat me until I'm begging for her to stop, and then cry herself to sleep.
Go and get me some cigarettes from the ....shop!" She slurred.
"Mum you know I'm not old enough to do that." I sighed, knowing what would come next.
Sure enough she came over and smacked me. Hard. I just stood there, because I'm used to it.
"You little bitch you are grounded get to your room!" She shouted in my face.
I don't go out anyway, Harry was my only friend.
I nodded, eyes full of tears, and ran upstairs to my room. About an hour later I heard my door open. I turned around to see my step father. He walked over to me and hit me.
"What was that for?!" I screamed. Big mistake.
"What did you just say to me little bitch?" He spat. I didn't answer . He often tried to, what he called as 'experiment' with me. But my mum would step in, even though she hit me but what he did was way worse.
He was trying taking my shorts off. I kicked and screamed but he wouldn't stop. I kicked him in the stomach and he fell to the floor and then I hit him on the head with my laptop. He fell to the floor, unconscious.
I ran to the back of my wardrobe and got my suitcase out. It was already packed and I ran to my drawer and everything was already there.
I had been planning to run away for some time now, back home to my dad. I unlocked the safe under the wardrobe and took the cash $100,000; my gran give it to me before she died. and I also had a credit card in there with another $100,000 on it ,which my dad left me. I got my phone, passport, laptop, headphones and I ran down the stairs. "Where the fuck do you think your going?" My mum slurred.
"Away from you, bye mum. I loved you." I spat. And then I ran. I got a taxi to the airport.
This is really bad I know 😂 but it gets better!!😂😅
