Falling For You (drarry)

Chapter 4

Draco POV:
I wake up hearing a strange noise. I look around to see where it's coming from but I freeze when I see Potter. Is he having a.... nightmare? Famous Harry Potter has a nightmare? I should help him. I know how hard it is to have nightmares, I experienced way to many in my life. I try to wake him up softly first but when he doesn't wake up I shake him a bit harder and finally, he wakes up. At first he looks like he doesn't recognise me but then he looks me straight in the eye. I ask him if he needs anything but he says he's fine. I don't believe him but I should let him. He isn't gonna tell me anything no matter what.

*trigger warning: self-harm (cutting)*

After he left I go to take a shower and fix my hair but as soon as I take my shirt of I see them. The scars. They are all over me and I hate it. I hate it so much that I start to cry. I deserve to hate myself. I deserve pain. I grab my razor and place it on my skin. I make cutting movements all over my arm until my whole arm is covered in blood and cuts. Then I cry. I feel like I'm dead inside and I can't live like this anymore.

I stand up and turn on the shower. I don't know for how long I have been standing there but all of a sudden I hear the bathroom open.

Harry POV:
I go back to my room to change my clothes when I see something odd. Something is coming from underneath the bathroom door. I open the door and I gasp. There is a whole puddle of blood with Malfoys clothes in it. "Malfoy? Are you okay?" I ask.
No answer.
"If you need anything you can tell me okay? You helped me this morning so I wanna help you." I say. I hope he heard it but he probably doesn't want to talk about it so I just leave.

*triggering part is over :)
I switch my pyjamas for a grey oversized sweater, some white sneakers and black jeans. I am about to leave to go to the library when I hear a soft voice speaking. "Harry?"

Draco POV:
As soon as Harry closed the bathroom door I get out of the shower and put a towel around my waist. I camb my hair and leave the bathroom. "Harry?"

I hope you are enjoying the story so far :) I just wanted to say that if you get triggered by self-harming/blood you might want to read a different story.