Living the Dream: A Celebrity Boyfriend is Every Girl's Dream Right? How About 2

(insert title here) chapter 9 part 1

HEY HEY HEY so yea remember when I said I wouldn’t take so long to upload next time, well I tried I really did, but well I got in trouble again, thankfully I have gotten my privileges back, so I thought I would take advantage of the time I’ve been given and upload while I can before I do something stupid like sneak out of the house to go to a party and drive around town with my friends again (cuz let’s face it’ll probably happen again) and I am sorry that I am so unreliable I promise I am trying harder I swear.

oh and i know it' short but i felt bad so i put something i'm gonna finish this chapter soon though promise ;)

Singing for Me? (I decided this sounds soooo much better than American singer (so lame right? Lol ok)

RECAP:::::::Then she turned and glanced at me before glancing back at Jason askin “is this your girlfriend.”

RYLIE:

Quickly without thinking, I responded…………

Chapter 9

Rylie's POV

“Yes” wait what did I just say, but it was too late Jason had looked over at me his face plainly saying SHOCK, well crap. Ok ok think think think THINK. Ok got it. “well I mean if by girlfriend you meant, friend of the female gender, because if that’s what you meant then well I’ll stick with my original answer which was, you know, yes.”

The girl look more than satisfied as the shock wore off Jason’s face, now he just looked…..sad? what? No, it’s probably because he wants to ask this girl out and once again, m presence has become a burden on one of his love interests, I mean I don’t get why they always get so jealous of me, he obviously doesn’t like me in that way. Wiping that disastrous scene from my mind, I quickly tried to compose myself and form a coherent sentence.

“So what’s your name? I’m Rylie” I asked the girl who was staring dreamily at Jason. Pushing the queasy feeling bubbling in my stomach at the thought of this girl stealing Jason’s heart was overwhelming.

“Oh. My name is Audrey Kellsman.” She said directly to Jason…even though I’M the one who asked, and not him. This gave me some satisfaction, maybe he doesn’t like her all that much, OR AT ALL. But it wasn’t true, because when I looked over at him he was looking down at Aubrey, and he bubbling nausea got worse, a lot worse. So before I cold puke over this girls disgustingly gorgeous brunette hair (HATE HER!!!!) I told them I had to go to the bathroom. I’ve done it so many times with Jason before, but this time I don’t know if he actually wanted to talk to her, this time I left for me, because when I said that I was his girlfriend it just made me so happy even though it wasn’t true. And knowing that I would never be able to get him to feel the same way about me just about broke me. I felt stupid and foolish like some middle school girl who has a crush on he teacher just to find out he’s married and he was only nice because he has to be. Realizing this made my eyes sting with the want, no, the NEED to cry. I had to get out of there fast before Jason worried. And even though Jason doesn’t want me as a girlfriend, he still cares about me like a sister, but now I’m starting to wonder if that’s worse than him just hating me completely. So as I walked out of the room, risking a brain hemorrhage from trying to keep my tears from spilling over and alerting all the guys, I realized that I needed to get over Jason before he broke me beyond repair.

Jason’s POV

“Yes” I heard Riley say. Hold up, what? I spun my head feeling ecstatic and shocked that she said it and confused…but mostly ecstatic.

Then she changed her mind and I felt stupid for even thinking that. I mean honestly, we didn’t even talk about it or anything so obviously we’re not going out. I haven’t even told her I feel about her, I mean how can I, she’d never feel the same way.

“So what’s your name? I’m Julia” I heard her ask the girl. She’s so nice and cute…no stop man you gotta stop you were just meant to be friends. You’ve gotta stop thinking like this……no wait what you gotta stop doing is talking to yourself in your head.

“oh my name is Audrey Kellsman” she says to me directly

I looked down at Audrey trying to mask my pain from Rylie, oh God I’m such an idiot I mean seriously, she obviously didn’t that she was my girlfriend. I don’t know why I keep acting like this, maybe I just need to tell her how I feel. Yeah that’s it if I tell her how I feel I can stop thinking about what if. Hell she might even like me back. Pshhhh, yeah keep dreamin’ buddy.

I looked over for Riley to see if I could get a feel for what she was thinking but she was walking out of the room like her toenails were on fire. I couldn’t see her face though, so that could very well be it. She probably thought I wanted to be alone with this stupid girl in front of me. I looked up only to Audrey’s hopeful expression. She really did have pretty eyes, but to be honest no one had prettier eyes than Riley. Aw hell, who am I kidding there is no way I will ever get rid of these thoughts, even if I do tell her, but now is not the time to back out I need to do it soon, like after my show tonight.

Dum dum dum!

Soooo soooper sorry I haven’t uploaded in literally forever…well not literally but well you know what I mean. I’m gonna try and upload like tonight maybe cu I’m writing it now, but if not it may have to wait til this weekend art school school is a witch.

I just don’t understand why my mom needs to punish me so very harshly…I mean think of all the teenagers out there having sex getting drunk getting preggers having twenty babies doing drugs and aging rapidly (*cough* fergie *cough*) don’t get me wrong I love fergie and thinks she’s beautiful, for a forty year old woman…she used to look like a teenager for reals but anyway…

So do you think Jason’s going to tell her?

How do you think she’ll react?