The heart never forgets. It's just that... sometimes there has to be sad endings for the spark of better beginnings.
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~Sequel to Let Us Be Us~
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START DATE: 28.02.109
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Everywhere is a mess!
I huff tiredly as I carry a cardboard box from the kitchen counter to the living room sofa, grunting in dissatisfaction when a kitchen utensil falls from the edge of the box to the ground. Sigh.
It's been a whole week of packing and housing arrangements, and I'm honestly shocked at how much has come out of the itsy bitsy corners of my house to grow into this pile of boxes and clothes! I mean I've only been living here for... three years... oh, yeah, okay. That's long enough to mold a house.
The process has been tiring and all but... heh, I love it all. I love it all, I'd have it all, I'd rather it all. If this is tiredness, I'm thankful. Because Jungkook is a part of it - that's why I love it. We are moving in together... in Seoul. I can't stop smiling even when I think about it.
It was an abrupt decision, to be frank with you. On our ceremony day the hyungs treated us at a restaurant in Busan seaside and there they announced that they had an offer for us. Hoseok hyung gave me and Jungkook an invitation to be dancing instructors at his dancing studio, meanwhile the other hyungs showed us some companies which were signing deals with idols at the moment and suggested that we applied as a duo - me and Jungkook.
It was overwhelming, the amount of support they gave us through this process. And there I went thinking just last month that they were upset at me for leaving and would never forgive me... How dumb of me. They found us an apartment in the same building as theirs - I can't believe they still live together after all these years - and even invited us to stay with them but... ahem, for privacy reasons, I'd rather have a whole house for Jungkook and myself.
Fine, we fuck. And I don't want to hold back my throat whenever he pounds into me, because why would I wanna do something like that. He loves to hear me... He says he loves it when I say his name when he thrusts into me... He says like... he says that he can come just by hearing my voice... Aaaand stuff like that! Ahem.
Which is how we decided to move into the apartment they found us in the building (it's really pretty by the way), we accepted the job with Hoseok hyung's dance studio and we... we will be opening a YouTube channel together. Wow, we're really... we're really having a life together.
The idol agencies were an option too in the beginning, but I don't think I want to go back to the stage life, the scrutiny and fan matters - ARMY will surely be my prized treasure, I won't ever forget their support and I'm sure they will be very excited to hear about the channel, but when it comes to the idol life... it's just too much for me to take after this age. I want something more personally meaningful and private to do with my life... And I dancing job is just the perfect amount of sociableness Jungkook and I'd like at this point. Everything's superb!
