Alcoholics Anonymous | phan |

"wait...did we...?"

Dan groans and pushes his arms above his head, releasing all the air between his bones with a grunt. When he sat up he felt content and theres not a better feeling than waking up that way.

When he kicked his legs over the edge of the bed he heard a yawn from behind him and he turned quickly to see a shirtless and pantsless Phil, laying with his head in the pillow.

Dan couldnt help but gnaw on his lip and stand up, throwing the blanket on his...what even is he anymore?- before walking to his bathroom and brushing his teeth. when he finishes he walks back out and changes before making his way down to the kitchen, where Adri is already sat at the counter.

"good morning danny! you're up so early today," she greeted in between bites of cereal.

"morning...what time is it?" the boy asks before fixing the coffee pot up to start brewing.

"about 7, I leave in a few minutes."

Dan groans and the pot behind him stirs awake, and starts spewing his hot coffee into the jug..thing.

"okay cool, I have like seven clients today." he says rubbing his face then standing up straight to make a cup of coffee.

"yeah...so. did phil stay last night?" Adriana smirked then dumped the leftover milk from her cereal in the sink.

Dan turned pink and sipped from his cup slowly, "uh..yeah. he did. nothing happened though." he couldnt help but feel a tinge of sadness that Phil hadnt even tried to do anything. they just slept together- not sexually, just...in a bed. He was disappointed.

"do you want something to happen?"

he looked at his sister while she gave him a knowing look, sometimes it was scary how well she could read him.

"I guess so, I wouldn't mind it anyways. I dunno, I think he just thinks of me as a friend." he continued to drink as Adri let out a loud laugh.

"yeah! okay! friends my ass," she scoffs and slings her backpack over her shoulder, making her way to the front door to leave for school.

"what do you mean?" Dan asks and sets his cup down staring at her, she turns and rolls her eyes.

"ask the boy who takes you out to dinner, kisses you, then sleeps in a bed with you. While you snore, that's not friendship that's fucking love you idiot." she laughs and walks out with that.

he lifts his cup again after sitting in her old seat, was she serious? because it's pretty hard to tell if someone is in love with you, well at least to Dan it was. should he bring it up? or let Phil? what even were they? the question ate at Dan all day, he just wanted to know if he even stood a chance anymore.

Phil came downstairs in the middle of Dan's second cup of coffee, and he poured himself some in a black mug- opposed to Dan's yellow one- and stood in front of the brunet, drinking from his cup slowly.

Dan felt awkward, and uncomfortable. Uneasy with the last thoughts in his mind, but still wondering what the answers to them were.

Finally after a few minutes of silence Phil finally cleared his throat, "so. what're you up to today?"

Dan shifted and said he had a few clients today and Phil nodded before biting down on his lip, Dan couldn help but stare at the attractive action but quickly looked away when he saw Phil was watching him.

"yeah, my morning one is in an hour."

Phil nodded again and finished his cup before rinsing it and placing it in the sink gently, "well then I guess I should leave..." he says softly before walking towards the front door.

Dan's heart raced in his chest, he didnt want the man to leave- but what could he say? What did he even want?! He didnt even know.

When the door opened he jumped from his stool and ran to the raven haired man leaving him, he pulled his arm back into the house and when Phil turned to face him Dan  pressed their lips together. When he pulled away both of them were breathless, and he smiled up, "stay. please."

Phil smiled and leant down and placed another kiss on Dan's lips, who returned the kiss needily and ran his hands under Phil's black shirt- feeling his warm skin against his cold hands.

Phil pulled away and kissed up Dans jawline, then his ear lightly before whispering, "what do you want princess?"

Dan practically melted and reconnected their lips before whining, "you," in Phil's ear.

Before he knew it Phil had taken his shirt off and left his top half cold, before he started running his warm hands across his chest. Then letting his hands wander past Dan's waist, to pick him up and carry him to the room.

Dan's heart raced in his chest and kept pressing his mouth to any part of Phil's body he could, before he was tossed onto his bed roughly and watched Phil shed his own clothes. After the punk was down to his boxers he pulled Dan's body towards him and leant down to press a kiss to his navel.

"are you sure babygirl?"

Dan squirmed under the mans touch and nodded quickly before hearing Phil tell him to use his words, "y-yes. I'm sure."

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Phil laid down beside a very breathless Dan and kissed his temple lightly, before letting his eyes slip closed.

Dan bit his lip and cuddled into the mans arm and accepted the fact that hes going to be very confused about their relationship for a while. And...before he fell asleep, he realized he was perfectly fine with that.

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yay a wild update! havent seen one of those in a while. smh.

🖤- kam.