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Kilograms are dropping off my body like flies.
I'm sorry. I just don't want to eat.
When I do, I don't want to keep it down.
I'll stuff myself full of calories,
And you'll find that they didn't stay in my stomach more than half an hour.

I wish,
I could go back to normal.
Pain in my stomach is normal.
An ache, it's dull now, so I take that as a bonus.

-"if you lose much more weight, you'll get really sick." Sorry doctor. I'm sick already.

-Just wanted to quickly state that everything said in these poems are true, no matter how dark or sad or hard hitting they might be. It doesn't mean that I can't deal with it in my own way. In fact, writing about it is my way of dealing with it.
Love you all!
-Mel🖤

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