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I hurt you.
And the funny part is, I didn't do it to hurt you, I didn't do it to rip your heart out.
I did it to hurt me. I did it so that I could be completely broken down,
Because nothing good ever lasts.
I ruined something good because I was scared that if it continued, I would get hurt even worse in the long run.

I cheated simply because I was scared, and that's never an excuse, but I cheated because
I was so scared of getting hurt, that I was the one to hurt myself.

Somehow,
I think I'm prepared to fight to fix this.

-I'm so. So. Sorry.

So venting is a thing?
Can I just, pretend nothing ever happened? I know I can't now that I've told you but I'd give anything to not stress over whether you and I will stay together over a mistake or not. That's on god.

-Mel🖤

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