Nicotine and cannabis are the only two constants in my life,
That and cheap spirits that fill too little and throw caution to the wind.
The self love and confidence I spread and emit is now the only strong part about me-
I pretend to love myself, and each night I get drunk or high to distract myself from everything wrong.
I finally understand alcoholics and stoners to a point I never thought I would.
I don't do this to forget, I do this to become the only side of me that others love.
-I'm sick of not being enough
-Mel🖤
YOU ARE READING
Shades of the heart
PoesieThis is my second poem book. The first one started off with really bad poems but got gradually better, but by then people hated my poems and deleted the book from their library, lol. The first book is called shades of the mind.
