Brave Enough

Fifteen

***Warning this chapter will be more sexually graphic than most of the other ones before.

"Buck can I sit in your lap?" Cleo asks. Her big brown eyes looking into Buck's light blue eyes. He lifts her up and plops her down in his lap.

"Of course sweet pea," he rests his chin on her head. James looks up at him and watches the way he interacts with Cleo.

"I love you too," she says. "It's crazy knowing how little we've known each other. But Buck I couldn't imagine my life without you. My world feels complete with you in it. I feel like I'm home when I'm with you. I love that even with me being a complete mess you still love me. That even though I'm raising a four year old you still love me. And the way you love Cleo. How you are with her." Buck smiles at James lovingly. "I love you Evan Buckley."

Buck sets Cleo back onto the beach blanket and scoots over to James. Pulling her into his lap so she's straddling him he kisses her softly. "You girls are my world." James snuggles into his chest and listens to his heart beat. Her hand lightly rests over his heart and his hand covers her hand.

"Aless I want to go into the water. Can we please?" Cleo tugs at James's free hand.

"Come on," She starts to stand up and out of Buck's lap but stops to give him a kiss. Grabbing Cleo's hand and starts moving towards the water.

Once out of earshot Buck pulls his phone out and calls Eddie. "Hey Buck what's going on?"

"She said it. Aless told me she loves me and now I have a problem."

"How's that a problem? You've been wanting that since you met her."

"That's not the problem. The problem is I can't get the image of her pregnant out of my mind. I want to marry this girl and have a bunch of babies with her. Cleo is perfect. I just want more of them. With her. Oh my god Eddie what the hell is wrong with me?"

"You're in love. That's what happens. That's how it was with Shannon. I loved her so much. Don't take what you have for granted. Enjoy every moment you have with the girls. We're getting a call. I'll talk to you later."

*****

"Thank you for today. It was a lot of fun. Cleo's actually already asleep. We have some time alone," James says turning to face Buck on the couch. She climbs onto his lap and straddles him. "Kiss me baby," she says softly. Buck obeys her command. James rocks her hips against his growing erection.

"Baby no. You're going to make me cum," Buck stutters. James peels herself from Buck with a mischievous smile on her face. "Baby?" She slides to the ground between his legs. She puts her hands in his thighs and moves them up to his waistband. "James Malina? What are you doing?"

"What does it look I'm doing Evan Buckley?" She unbuckles his belt and unmatched it before unbuttoning and unzipping his pants. "Lift up," she says. He does with a mixture of caution and excitement running through him. As James slides his pants down his entire length reveals itself to her.

"Baby you don't have to do this," Buck says with a lust filled tone. James reaches out and palms his length. She runs her thumb over the slit at the top making him suck in a breath. "Shit baby." Without warning she puts his tip into her mouth sucking gently on it. Slowly she takes him in until she hits his full length. Pulling back she finds a rhythm that drives him crazy. His hands snake around to her hair and he starts to guide her where he needs her.

As he starts to feel close he guides her up to him and locks his lips on hers and puts her back on his lap. "Can I Baby?" She nods and he slides her panties to the side under the skirt of her dress and plunges her down onto his hard length. She moans at the feeling of him filling her up as they grind themselves together. Buck's hands move to the front of her dress and expose her breasts. He takes a nipple into his mouth and teases the other with his fingers.

      Buck increases his speed as he feels her legs to shake and can feel himself coming close. He keeps going even once he's hit his climax and soon she screams out in ecstasy. "Hey Buck we let ourselves in. We just wanted to..." Maddie walks in and stops talking. "Oh um. Okay um. Chim turn around let's go."

       James weakly climbs off of Buck and rearranges her dress and Buck pulls his pants back up and zips up. James still shaky from her orgasm collapses in front of Buck. "Baby are you okay?" She nods.

       "I'm going to go clean up and then apologize to Maddie," on shaky legs James walks into Buck's bedroom. She cleans herself up and sits on the bed regrouping.

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       "Evan Buckley! She's traumatized what were you thinking? Where's Cleo?" Maddie yells.

       "First of all Cleo is asleep in the guest room. Second that was all James. Which shocked me quiet honestly. I was going to wait until she was comfortable. We started making out and next thing I know she's giving me a mind blowing blow job and then we're having sex. Don't yell at me. I would never take advantage of her. Why are you being so protective? Did something happen? Before? With Colin?" Maddie's eyes go wide. "Maddie?"

      "Maddie what are you hiding?" Chim asks.

      "I can't tell you. Obviously if James hasn't told you she isn't ready for you to know. Just be careful with her okay."

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       James's phone starts to ring. She answers it on high alert. "Hello Billie. Did you miss me baby? I've missed you but one day we will be back together. You think you can keep me from you? You can't. I may not know where exactly you live but I will find you eventually. And when I do. You'll regret everything." The line goes dead.

       James's stomach churns and she runs to the bathroom and throws up until she's only dry heaving. She flushes and sits in the dark room with her back against the wall and her knees raised to her chest. "Babe. Where are you? Are you done? Babe?" Buck's voice rings out in the dark. "James? Where are...?" Buck stands in the bathroom doorway squinting in the dark. He turns on the light, "babe why are you in the dark? Why are you crying?"

      "He called..."