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After my date with the white goddess I returned back home and slept normally for the night without that dream to haunt me again but I still couldn't sleep and it had nothing to do with ero magazines

I was on the roof of our house looking at the void heart

Or more accurately MY heart

I still can't believe that my life is tied to this small charm

The white lady said that it's nearly impossible to break but that's for her standards I know that there are many people or monsters that are capable of destroying it

"Hey,why're you up so late?"

I didn't need to look back to know it was my dad who was here

"I couldn't sleep"

"Care to explain why?"he asked as he sat besides me

"When I was in Yggdrasil academy,things happened and I learned what I truly am"i said

He turned towards me

"Really?that's great I would say but I can see there's something wrong with it"he said

"That's right,you want the short or the long version?"I asked

"Whatever suits you"he said

"Well,you know how there's an ancient civilization that existed before this current one right?I was part of that or i wasn't

The person who created me was the pale king,an ancient god who was trying to save his kingdom from a corruption,so he decided to use a substance that existed even before this world

VOID

He created hundreds and hundreds of children like me,all called vessels

And each after the other we died because we weren't strong enough

But when he finally found the perfect vessel,some things happened and the plan failed

But I'm getting off track

The thing is,despite being on of the failed vessels

Everyone told me that I was more unique than the others and that's because of this"i said as i showed him the void heart

"What's this?"

"The only thing keeping me from becoming a puddle of lifeless void

The void heart

It gives me control over the entirety of the void in this world"

"So What's the problem?except for the heart thing"he asked

"The fact that the reason I'm alive is to just sacrifice again

I somehow feel like now that the radiance is under control,I have no reason to live as if my purpose was fulfilled before I was even born"i said

He then smacked me in the head

"Are my kids really that idiotic?

Just because the reason you were born for was fulfilled doesn't mean your life has no meaning

Sure your goal as a vessel is complete but your life as Y/n oga isn't,remember,you're just a kid and there many things you still have to learn

Just because you're some supernatural being doesn't mean you know everything,because through all that

You're still just a kid who doesn't know anything about the world"he said as he patted my head

I smiled as he always knew how to comfort me

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