Him or Him

Chapter 5-Barbies And Blonde Bitches

Friday night and Camryn and I were next door at Camryn's place getting ready for the party at Leon's house.

I looked at the mirror,checking out my outfit. I was wearing a black skort that reached just above mid-thigh and a deep blue spaghetti strapped cropped top paired with wedge sandals.

"Are you ready to go?" Cam asked me after putting the finishing touches on her outfit. She was wearing black short shorts,a navy blue long-sleeve top tucked into her shorts that hugged her curves sinfully and a pair of black Chelsea's boots. Another outfit I had to force her into.

"I guess." And with that we went into Camryn's 2019 Toyota Avalon Hybrid.

Twelve minutes later,we were making our way into the palace-like building.

"Well,if you need me I'll be in the kitchen drinking my weight in alcohol...love you." Cam managed to yell over the music before flashing me a peace sign and walking away.

I was left on my own,wandering around the mansion when I felt a pair of hands wrap around my waist.

"Hey there beautiful." A voice slurred from behind me. I turned my head around and my eyes fell upon the face of a total stranger.

"I'm sorry,do I know you?" I asked.

"No,but I would love to get to know you." He replied playing with my hair.

"Yeah well,not interested." I stated before prying his arms off of my body and making my way up the stairs.

"Aww come on baby. I know you want me." He said,following me up the stairs.

"No, not really."

"Come on sugar. I promise to fuck you till you're oh so sore." He announced once we had gotten to the top of the stairs. I whirled around to face him before shoving my finger in his chest.

"Listen here,I said I'm not interested. I wasn't interested two minutes ago,I'm not interested now and I won't ever be interested so get that through your thick skull." And then the unexpected happened.

He fell on me.

He literally fell asleep while standing before falling on me.

I grunted as a result of his two hundred and something pound body being all over me.

I contemplated just dropping him on the floor and leaving him to get stepped on by the millions of teenagers in the house for being such a douche but-after a sever internal debate-I decided to just drag him to one of the rooms and dump him there.

Using all of my strength,I dragged him down the corridor until we reached the first room in sight. I tried the doorknob and saw that the door was open so I pushed it and dragged him inside. I swea-

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I finally noticed the person who was on the bed with a scowl etched upon his face.

"Oh..um I...so um yeah..so I...yeah." I stuttered. How could I think that I would not run into Daniel Butler? It was his house after all.

"What are you,stupid?" Daniel spat. At that moment,I hadn't processed what he had said.

"What?"

"Seriously? I always knew you weren't the brightest bulb in the box but here you are being even dumber than expected. I'm going to try again. What the hell are you doing in my room?"

I finally processed what he was saying and I swear I was boiling.

"I'm sorry,I didn't know this was your room. Don't flatter yourself by thinking that I've spent my time looking for you." I shot. Daniel rolled his eyes before he finally noticed the guy on his floor.

"Who is that?" He asked.

"I don't know. He was trying to flirt his way to bed with me. Unfortunately drunk and desperate isn't my type." I stated.

"Of course." Daniel snorted while rolling his eyes.

"What."

"'Drunk and desperate'? See,now you're just proving my point."

"What point?"

"You're just some stuck up little blonde bitch who thinks she's better than everyone." I swear all I could see was red.

"I'm the stuck up one?" I asked sarcastically before continuing, "Well I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I'm too blonde or if my eyes are so blue they could be as fake as a Barbie doll's. I'm sorry that I'm not one of those girls who detest everything pink. I'm sorry I'm not one of those girls who wouldn't be caught dead eating a salad.

"Yes,I actually enjoy eating salads,I enjoy putting on makeup,I enjoy dressing up,I love wearing dresses,I actually giggle and yes,I still fan-girl over Ed Sheeran,Shawn Mendes,the Chainsmokers and Justin Bieber.

"Forgive me if I act stuck up and if you feel that I think I'm better than everyone but believe it or not I don't wake up every morning just too impress you. No one is harder on me than me so take your judgement and shove it up your ass." With that,I stormed past Daniel-not even bothering to look at his expression-and left the room.

I was beyond pissed. Screw pissed,I was raging .I could literally feel the anger oozing out of my pores. He didn't know the first thing about me but he went ahead and judged me.

Did he actually think that I had it easy? I watched my aunt and uncle take their last breaths when I was ten. I watched my aunt beg for their lives. I could have died that day.

I had to go for therapy sessions till I was fifteen to get over the shock. I've been taking defense classes since I was seven so that I don't end up getting raped and dumped in an alley.

I get straight A's and everyone thinks it's easy for me. No one ever bothers to stop and think about how much effort and time I put into studying. No one cares to think about how I work my butt off to get those grades. They think it's something I do naturally not knowing about the numerous sleepless nights I have had in order to prepare for tests and exams.

I've had to deal with my mother grieving the death of her sister for seven years. I didn't have it easier than the next person so I didn't appreciate the fact that he thought he could say shit about me just cause he wasn't in a good mood.

I wake up every single day with a smile on my face. Not because I want to...but because I have no choice but to do so.

Why?

Because I'm Camilla Bourgeois and I'm a survivor.

I never let pain turn my heart into something ugly. I show people that surviving can be beautiful.

A. N: Yay! I'm Finally done with this chapter! No it wasn't writer's block. I was suffering from a sever case of laziness. Anyways what did you think of this chapter? Let me know in the comments section. If you loved it then vote. If you hated it...still vote😘.

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