Jekyll/Hyde X Reader

A bad memory

Hyde's POV

"I'll say... I-I better go back, maybe Jekyll would be able to help me with what's going on."

"Okay. Let me know what happens."

Y/N walks me to the front door, then she says goodbye as I put on my cloak and walk outside. I walk back home and jump through my window, after I take my hat and cloak off, I hear the door open and I turn to see who it is. Jekyll looks at me.

"Where were you out so late?"

"I couldn't resist, the moon's glow was so enticing. I met Y/N while I was out too."

"Did you? That's interesting."

"I did, may I ask why you are up so late?"

"Well, I had woken up a while ago, but then I saw something random.."

"Really? What did you see?"

"It was, like a blur of lights. I didn't know what I was looking at but I was thinking about where you might've been because I noticed you were gone, then suddenly a spinning room of different lights came into my vision, I was in the living room not in my lab, it didn't make sense."

"Wait. Something specific, name something specific, like a color in a certain corner or something."

"I can name a couple. In the bottom left-hand corner there was a pink, almost in the shape of a triangle, and then there was a figure approaching, but I couldn't hear what they were saying."

"Henry.... I-I saw the same thing.."

"What?"

"That wasn't your lab, that was Y/N's. I was at her house for a few minutes and I saw the exact same thing, I fell over because it was so sudden."

"You did?! But how is that possible? We're two separate people now, we shouldn't be able to tap into each other's memories or other."

"Well, we could try again.. I don't know if it'll work again or not."

"Um.. well I don't care which one it is but you try to bring a memory up, you always did that when we were connected."

"Alright.." I take a moment, think about what I want to bring up, 'I could bring up anything, I could torture him if I wanted to. But I don't want to do that, let's bring up something nice, like, when we resolved an argument.' I think hard about it. When we resolved something it was never full-blown nice, but this one is the best we have. So after a moment of thinking about it, the image blurs for a second, then becomes clear. The memory though, rewinds a little (not to my pleasure) and starts in the middle, during the fight we were having.

The memory
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Jekyll just pulled a sharp knife out of a desk drawer and he turns around holding it tightly. 
"What is wrong with you Hyde?! What the hell were you thinking out there?! You could've gotten us killed!!!"

"I was only having a bit of fun!"

"A bit of 'fun' doesn't involve risking our life in getting shot!!!"

"Look I'm sorry okay? I'll be more careful next time." I roll my eyes.

"Don't you roll your eyes at me! I made you! You should be happy you're even alive!!!"

"I don't do thankful Jekyll. You should know that by now."

"Just stop!"

"You should be the happy one, we could be rotting in an alleyway right now. We could've killed that man and left his body to bleed out for the police to find."

"Edward please."

"I could've sliced his neck but noooo you wouldn't let me touch him!"

"Edward that's enough!"

"I wish I could've had more fun! If you'd just leave me alone for once then I could have some fun without you yelling at me!-"

"EDWARD HYDE JUST STOP!!!" Jekyll snaps and raises the sharp side of the knife up to our neck. "I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS MADNESS! YOU JUST CAN'T CONTROL YOURSELF! YOU CAN'T KILL PEOPLE HYDE! I JUST NEED TO KILL US BOTH RIGHT HERE AND NOW AND STOP ALL OF THIS."

'Hah... h-he's not serious right?.. h-he won't actually do it, he can't.. he has people who love him. Not that anyone loves you Edward it's just Jekyll that has admirers.. but.. he looks pretty serious..' I think to myself..
"Fine then. Do it. I'd like to see if you have the gut." I say aloud to him, but he replies with making a small cut on our neck, leaving a little blood, threatening more.
'W-Wait no he can't be serious! He w-wouldn't do th-this! He wouldn't!
Hyde just beg him to not!
I can't do that! It'll make me look weak in front of him!
You have no choice if you want to live!
I do want to live but he'll taunt me forever!
Just do it you pathetic idiot!
I-I-'

Jekyll drops the knife, but we look at me again as both hands are around my throat with a scared expression on my face.

The memory ends with Jekyll's thoughts at the time..
'He looks so scared...'

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The end of the memory

I have tears in my eyes as the memory finishes, and I notice I have one hand over my neck again.. I come to when I feel a hand, Jekyll's hand on my shoulder. "Edward are you okay? May I ask why you brought that one up?"

"I-I.. I meant to bring up a few minutes later when we made up, but.. I thought of that a little when thinking of the make-up and I guess that was enough for that to bring the memory to bring up..."

"So I guess when bringing back memories we need to be specific about what we're focusing on.."

I nod my head slightly. 

"Everything will be okay.. though, who was that who was yelling at you and hurting you through your thoughts?"

"...That was me... I fought with myself often.. I always did it when I was afraid or upset. When I actually felt emotion.."

"I thought you couldn't until recently."

"I lied.. I always had them, but never showed them.."

"How did I not hear them? Because most of the time I heard your thoughts but when we fought I never heard any of your thinking."

"I don't know why you didn't hear my thoughts then. But I can say that I was always terrified you'd do it, and that was the time I feared it the most.."