Sacrilegious ][ WOOSAN

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Wooyoung

I almost felt bad for being so spiteful towards San, but something in me told me that was the only way he would realize that he is the main problem with our toxic school. That isn't my only motivation though, I am hoping him realizing he is gay will ruin his reputation, and drag him down to my level. Maybe then I could have him. Sure he may be the prettiest boy I have ever seen, but I can't let those thoughts contaminate me. I have already come to accept the fact that I am gay, and I go to a Catholic school, and will probably never have a boyfriend as long as high school is concerned. 

I walk down into the auditorium where the drama club is rehearsing for a small play they put on in the beginning of the year to get freshmen excited for theatre. I sit in the back row and smile at myself for being so confident back with San. I never expected myself to actually be able to talk to him, never in a hundred years would I think my plan would come into action. I am going to ruin his reputation, and I have some backup.

"Woo, what are you doing here? Did you do it?" Yunho like a puppy comes up to me after he his done with his lines for the rehearsal.

"I may have initiated it..."

"Oh my gosh, I can already taste the popularity."

"Come on, it's not going to be this easy, San has a strong reputation, and the whole staff of this dump is on his side." I sigh and look at Yunho who sits down next to me, offering me a sip of his slurpee and I happily take him up on it. "Plus, what makes you so sure throwing San off the deep end will even do anything to us."

"We've talked about this! He'll be kicked out of the student council, and they'll need a replacement, and I can take over." Sure it seems foolproof to Yunho, but I need more convincing, and I start to doubt if it is the right idea to break down San. If maybe I could just touch his soft hands. I shake my head violently causing Yunho to get startled. "Look Woo, you seem out of it, go get some rest, I'll see you tomorrow. K?" I nod slowly now and rise from my seat. Yunho is right I do feel out of it. 

I find myself at home without any idea of how I got here. I walk to the fridge and find a note from my mom telling me she'll be late and that I'll just have to eat dinner without her. Go figures, this happens almost every night. I take some chips from the cupboard and head upstairs to my room, tired and unable to start on any homework.

Suddenly my breathe is taken from my lungs as I stare at the most beautiful image I've ever lied my eyes on.

@.Yeji2000

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You make my heart smile <3

I hold my chest and can't help but smile at his pout, his soft hair, his earrings, his black shirt, his perfect face, and I fall back on my bed giggling. I am whipped and I can't ever admit it. I know San's not gay and that he's with Yeji and has been with the entire female population in our grade, but my heart wants it to be true so bad, wants him so bad that it seems impossible for it to not be true.