Sacrilegious ][ WOOSAN

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Wooyoung

I get to my house before San, so I quickly tidy what I can, especially in my room, and put away all of my mom's stuff that litters the kitchen counters. I breathe heavily and lean against my door when I hear San's car pull up, and I dart to the front door.

"Hey, welcome." I say nonchalantly, trying to act like I have my shit together. 

"Hey." San smiles at me and my heart skips a beat as I grab his hand and lead him into my bedroom, closing the door behind him. I get confident as I pin him against my closed door, hovering over him to see his reaction. He blushes heavily, and just as he is about to say something, I separate from him, and head to my bed, motioning for him to sit next to me.  

"Since we already finished our project at school, I was thinking we could do something else..." I smile at him as I talk, trying to get something out of him, which only results in his flushed cheeks and cute expression. 

"Wooyoungie, we need to talk." My breath hitches at the pet name, and I bring my attention to him slowly. "You know Yeji, and I'm on student council, and we're at a Catholic school, I just don't think it's -" I kiss him then, holding my hand down on his thigh and the other in his hair to quiet him. When I pull away I see tears form in his eyes

"Please don't overthink it, you can still be with Yeji, and be president, I won't get in the way." 

"What if I want you to though, just to take this all away from me. I don't really want to be with Yeji, I don't want to lead her on anymore, because I like you, Woo." This time he leans in for a kiss and I embrace it, this time having our tongues meet and losing the fight for dominance, our kiss becomes more passionate until San is on top of me and we separate. We breathe heavily and San falls back onto the bed, this time we are laying, our heads only inches apart. 

"No, I'll only ruin everything for you San." I plead with him even though losing him would hurt me.

"I know, I know." He pauses and turns away from me. "I just though maybe having all these girlfriends and keeping myself busy with school would distract me from the fact that I'm gay, and it was working, until-"

"Until me."

"Yes, but it's not a bad thing."

"It is though San. Everyday in class our religion teacher reminds us it's bad. That's why I don't want to ruin your future by making us public or by breaking up you and Yeji." San thinks on my words and slowly rises from the bed to go and pace back in forth in my room. I am anxious just at the sight of it, but I try to calm my tension. 

"What if we were just friends, but like with benefits, you know?" He proposes quite suddenly, and I can't help but laugh at how dumb it sounded, glad that he relieved some of the built up tension that I created. 

"Friends with benefits huh? Of course, problem solved." I laugh sarcastically and get up and hold his shoulders with my hands to make him face me.

"Let's not label ourselves, let's just hang out, we can figure out the rest later, okay?" He nods, but I can sense his nervousness as we are hovering over each other as I hold his shoulders, and I step back slightly to calm him down.

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Suddenly San's phone rings, and he walks to the corner of my room to answer it, showing a regretful expression on his face.

"Yeah Seonghwa, I really can't right now." San looks a bit upset, and I resist the urge to go and comfort him. "Really? Today of all days? You better hope this is worth my time, don't forget that I am the president, and you should be taking care of these things, not me. I can't handle you today Seong. Whatever, yeah, I'll be there." He hangs up forcefully, and looks at me with pleading eyes before speaking again. "I have to go. I'm sorry Woo. Can we talk later?"

"Yeah, sure, of course. I'll miss you..." San looks at me and I look back at him and we stay like that for a few minutes. I am able to scan him up and down, his beauty, his statuesque like figure. I am amazed at how perfect he looks.

"I'll miss you too, Woo. Call me tonight." I nod and gulp at his sweet voice, watching as he leaves my house and heads into his car.

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"Yeosang, come over right now, I need your help." 

"What could it possibly be this time."

"Just shut up and come over, geez" I sigh into my phone, knowing that Yeosang will come anyway, he never needs an explanation.

"Fine, I'll be there in five."

"Toodles." I head out of my room and wait in my living room for Yeosang to arrive, wondering how he will react to everything I have to tell him. I decide to invite Yunho as well, hoping that they will both understand where I am coming from, though Yunho might be a little mad. 

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