My boyfriend (BL)

My boyfriend

Namgyel

He was acting really strange..... I wanted to hold his hand and kiss him but as always he was trying too hard to avoid me. He was really making me feel the pain of rejection....... didn't he realize that I love him?  I just wanted him to look at me and smile for me once.... and just act comfortable around me.

I know it was absurd of me to pursue him even after his numerous rejection but keeping myself away from him was an impossible task. I decided to do something..... this will result in a happy ending or I might loose him for good.

Kelzang

Tring....

Tring....

Tring.....

"Yes mom. What happened? "

"You know that I will love you no matter what. I want you to be happy. Be who you want to be. It's worth fighting with the society for your happiness. Dad is disappointed..... you have the right to be happy... so go and get that happiness. "

"What do you mean? "

"Go and get your boy...... I think that is what I mean. And by the way your boy is so hot and handsome. Don't you dare loose him. "

Bubbles of happiness were filling me with every word she said and the fear that I have been having seem to be obsolete. Her words were enough to make me run for his apartment.

"Okay.  Don't worry I will grab him before anyone can do so. "

He stood there with his door half open and his eyes were red..... seemed like he has been crying and it hurt me. I am the reason and I felt guilty for being an idiot. Without a word I hugged him and consoled him.

"I am sorry..... really sorry...... "

"No....... it's ok........" I kissed him earnestly relaying everything that I felt and he was receiving it quite well. I love how his lips felt soft, smooth and moist. His lips were intoxicating but I had something to confess so I released him and began my narration.

After my story I said the most cheesy thing................

"You know I was too busy trying to shape myself into what my society expected me to be that I forgot to value my own happiness and dreams. The fear of seeing disgust on their face was my worst nightmare. I succeeded in building a lie inside me until you came along. I locked myself for too long but you unlocked me and that scared me the most. " I hold his hand and looked into his eyes.

"But you see I was running away from myself when I ran away from you. You were the reason for my transfer because you were the only one who touched my heart in a long time. For all these years I missed you and longed to see you but with every ounce of strength I fought it. I thought my parents would not understand me but today that proved me wrong..... they always wanted me to be happy, fight for it and be myself. "

"So now I want to be myself and be true to myself. I love you Namgyel. "

He hugged me tightly and was shaking violently..... was he crying.... did I say something wrong?

"I love you too...... and thank you. "

"So that makes us boy........ fri...........boy friend......... right? "

He chuckled and pinched my cheeks. He looked very seeder and charming with that smile and I promise that it will remain there always.

"Yes we are boyfriends. You are my boyfriend and I am your boyfriend. "

The happiness emanating from him was contagious and the burden I have been carrying all this time became light. I will love him and fight for my happiness because it is something that is worth fighting for. I will be living my life from now onwards......the life that I always wanted to live with... ......MY BOYFRIEND.