Unconditionally In Love With Styles

Bad Decisions

I was pushed out of the room. This couldn't happen! I can't loose her! Not in a million years. This isn't right. They wheeled her out of the room and into theatre. I walked into the waiting room to see Amy, Jess and Addi sitting there.

“HARRY!” Jess yelled and came running up to me.

“You asshole! Why didn't you listen to her!” Addi said and slapped me.

“Woah, Addi calm down. It was Jaz' idea to jump, not his. Maybe he should have listened but he's just as upset about this as us. He was her boyfriend for god sake.” Amy said.

“Ladies, I don't think she's gonna make it. So don't get your hopes up.” I said and sat down

“Come on Harry, you have to be positive about these things! The girl was frustrated. Who knows, it might just be an appendix or something.” Jess said.

“Yeah I know, but the machines were going mad in there. I just can't loose her.” I said and Jess wrapped her arms around me.

“I know Harry. I know. We can't loose her either. We've known her for 6 Years now and she's our best friend. Please don't give up on her just yet.” Amy said.

“Trust me, I'm not.” I replied and slumped back in my seat.

Jess' Pov:

We had been waiting nervously for about 3 hours. Harry had fallen asleep as he was so tired. We said we'd wake him if we found anything out. Next minute the doctor walked out with a happy look on his face. I punched Harry and he jumped up.

“Is she alive?” Harry asked

“She sure is. There was a problem with one of her kidneys, thats why the heart slowed. The impact of the fall pushed on it and punctured it. We fixed it up and her appendix also burst so she's practically good as new. She's allow two visitors and will wake up any minute. Of course you son and one of these ladies can go first then you girls can swap if you like.” He said.

“Ok, Jess can go first.” Addi and Amy said and I followed Harry and the doctor to the room where my best friend lay, eyes closed, chest rising and falling and her face pale and hair was dead looking.

“See Harry, we had hope and now she's alive.” I said putting my hand on his back.

“I know. I seriously don't know what I would have done if she'd pasted.” He said and then her eye flickered open.

“JAZ!” Harry said and ran to her side.

“Harry I-” He stopped her placed a kiss on her lips.

“I'm never letting you go... Ever!” He said.

“Aww you two are so cute! I wish Raven was like that.” I said

“Come her you.” Jaz said and me and I ran over and wrapped my arms around my best friend.

3 Months Later:

Jazmine's Pov:

“So are you excited for the VMA'S?” Harry asked

“Of course I am. I'm going with the most amazing and forgivable boyfriend in the world. I can't thank you enough with setting us up with Simon. We might even win something tonight.” I said. When I was given the all clear by the hospital, Harry bought me back to London with him so he could look after me and Jess, Addi and Amy surprised me and visited. The boys heard us singing and demanded we sing for Simon. So we did and he signed us a couple months ago. We have been nominated for best new artist and best new fashion statement for our video.

We all had gone shopping for outfits and shoes and stuff whilst we were given the ok that we were nominated. We wouldn't be here today if it weren't for these boys and I wouldn't be here if Harry hadn't saved my life. I was so blessed that after what I did to him, he still cared enough to not let me die. I replay the fall in my head. I remember seeing Harry's face and his arms wide open as if he were to catch me. I never wanted to do that, ever again. My suicidal days are over.

We never know how important one mistake can be and how much it effects our lives. My attempt has made Harry very wary of me and he protects me. It's nice to be protected, but it gets a bit overwhelming sometimes. I'm hardly used to the cameras and flashes, let alone being protected.

I know that jumping, was the worst decision I ever made and I vow never to do so, ever again.