Unconditionally In Love With Styles

Love Involves Trust

“Zayn, wait please.” I begged. He had walked out of the club and I chased after him.

“No Jaz. I thought I could trust you, but I don't think I can. Why did you do that!” He yelled.

“I didn't do anything. He came onto me. I went to go pee and he stopped me. I was caught in the moment. I was about to push him off when you came. I swear. Thats the truth. Please Zayn, wait.” I said. He turned and looked at me

“Jaz, how do I know thats true?” He asked

“Because, I'd never lie to you! You trust me, don't you?” I asked, tears escaping my eyes.

“I really don't know anymore Jaz. That was pretty hard seeing that.” He said

“How can you not trust me, I thought you loved me.” I said and he grabbed my hand

“Of course I do.” He replied. I pulled my hand from his grip

“No you don't. Zayn, love involves trust. If you don't have that, then you don't love me.” I said and ran back inside leaving Zayn there.

I got back inside and grabbed my bag and left. Jess and Addi ran after me

“JAZ! Jaz wait. Where are you going?” They asked

“Somewhere other than here. I went to go pee and Harry came onto me and kissed me. I don't know why I kissed him back, but Zayn saw and now he doesn't trust me. Therefore he doesn't love me.” I said and slide down to the ground against the wall.

“Jaz, of course he loves you. Don't ever think otherwise.” Jess said

“Yeah, remember all the things he buys you and does for you.” Addi said.

“Yeah, the car, the video, he cares a heck of a lot about you. I wish I had someone like Zayn.” Jess said. Maybe they were right.

I went to get up when I saw Zayn talking to a girl across the street. Then he kissed her. The tears fell freely and I turned to the girls

“Yeah, he loves me, doesn't he.” I said pointing over the road. The stared confused and I ran off, this time ignoring them. I ran across the street and onto the beach. It was dark and cold but I didn't care. I collapsed on the sand and bawled. Why did Harry do that! Why did I do that! Zayn was right not to trust me. I'm a lunatic. I sat there with my arms wrapped around my knees and my head on my knees crying.

I looked out into the ocean when someone sat next to me. I looked over to see the person I hated right now. Harry.

“What do you want Styles?” I asked

“I want to apologise. I shouldn't have kissed you. I'm sorry. I just can't stop thinking about you.” He said

“Harry, don't. Please. I can't go through what happened last time again. I'm not going to cheat on Zayn like that. One, I'm not that drunk and two, I would never do that again. I lost you last time, but I can't loose Zayn.” I said not even looking at him

“But Jaz, please. You have to understand what situation I was in. Now you and Zayn are together and I can't bare to see the girl I've always loved be with someone else. I know it's selfish, but it's how I feel.” He said and pulled me closer.

“Harry, no. Stop.” I said but he ignored me and kissed my neck. Jesus Christ.

After a long make out session with Harry I pulled back.

“I will not take this any longer!” I yelled and walked away from the beach. I have probably just lost the second person for tonight. I walked out and was pushed over by someone.

“So you go on about how I can trust you and you have a make out session with Harry? Wow, that just proves it doesn't it.” Zayn said.

“Look, I'm heading home with the girls, they're going to hate me for making them go home, but I can't stay here.” I said and went to walk off.

“What?! Your leaving?” Both Harry and Zayn said.