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NICO
"Leave me alone."
"But he hurt you!'
Nico whipped around and faced and blonde that was following him out of the school. He tried his best to put up a brave face but the shaking in his hands as he pointed them accusingly at Will wasn't helping.
"And you haven't?" Nico fumed. A logical part in Nico's brain told him right now wasn't the time or the place to start a fight. The other part couldn't hold it back anymore. He had unsuccessfully suppressed his panic attack the entire school day and he was ready to explode.
"That's all you have ever done you psychotic hypocrite You have no damn right to be meddling in my life on this. Nothing gave you the right- Get away from me!"
White knuckles from clenching his fist too hard, and gritted teeth from effort to stay sensible, his hunched form exuded an animosity that was like acid - burning, slicing, potent. His face was red with suppressed emotion, and when Will even set a finger on his shoulder, he snapped.
"Nico, just listen to me-"
"Why?! You've done nothing but make my life a living hell since the day I met you! You want me to help me? Fine! Then leave me alone. I can deal with this myself, just like always have."
"But you don't have too!"
Nico scoffed. "How fucking ironic. Are you gonna offer me a lollipop next?"
Will frowned, obviously in great distress. "Goddammit, I know I'm an asshole! You have no reason to trust me, but that doesn't mean you can't at least trust other people. Go to someone with this! If not for yourself, but for whoever is next!"
Nico's angered face faltered. His hand dropped to his side. "What the hell is that supposed to mean?"
Will huffed, glad he finally caught the brunet's attention. He looked conflicted as if was battling something in his head. He looked up and met Nico's eyes while biting his lip.
"I just mean..., " he inhales, "that if you don't tell someone, it could be more than you than he will hurt."
"And you think I don't know that?"
Nico starred tauntingly into Will's eyes. People had started to turn and stare at them but Nico didn't care. There was too much. Too much to get off his chest now that the damn had broke. People were starting to stare. Small gasps and whispered started to surround them. No doubt it would be the talk of the school tomorrow. But Nico didn't care. He had enough. There was just to much. Will was the reason his wall's were up, and now, the pressure was adding up. It was cracking and he'll be damned if he let William get away this time. If he was going to drown, so was he.
"Do you not realize your actions have consequences? Did you not realize the mark, not just physical, you left when slapped me for the first time? Do you understand?!"
"Nico, I-"
"No! No excuses! I'm done! I don't care if you are you like it or not, you're just as human as I am and you don't get to go around acting like some God. "
"You know what? You're right. And you have every right to be mad at me, but that doesn't stop the fact you're trying to turn the conversation away from what's the most important thing right now."
"I-," Nico faltered. "That still doesn't give you the right to meddle in my life when all you've done in ruin it." Yet something Will had said stuck in his head. Had William agreed with him. That hadn't been what he had expected. But, then, on the other hand, what had he expected? As he just said, Will was human just like him. Perhaps more than he ever thought.
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When I've Fallen Too Deep
ФанфикDISCONTINUED "I find it odd how humans can cause so much pain to one another without laying a hand on them. No cut, slice, or kick can compensate as much pain as simple sounds put together do. They twist your thoughts. Make your greatest enemy yours...