Should I just tell him?
Seungmin asked himself as Hyunjin started to wake up
"hi" Seungmin said to him
"Hi, how long have you been awake?" Hyunjin asked looking at Seungmin
"Ummm"
"Did you not sleep?"
Seungmin shook his head no
"Why not?"
"I was thinking about stuff"
"Like what?"Hyunjin asked
Seungmin leaned in and kissed Hyunjin, he was scared to do it and his heart was pounding but it happened
"I have to tell you something" Seungmin said as they pulled away from the kiss to catch their breath
"Hmm?"
"So you probably have picked up that it's taking me a little while to trust you right?"
"Yeah, your mom told me you had some trust issues"
"Did she tell you why?!" Seungmin asked slightly shocked, thinking that his own mother had exposed him
"No, she said that you would explain if and when you want too"
"Oh okay"Seungmin sighed in relief, he didn't want his mom to explain mainly because she would probably leave out some details or she might slightly over exaggerate about what did actually happen
"So...." Seungmin began "before I met Jeongin and any of the others I had a friend, I trusted her a lot. I looked up to her a lot, she was popular, she was pretty, she was nice, and she chose me to be her friend."
"Did you use to be straight?" Hyunjin asked
"Hyunjin!! That's not the point! I never said I was gay anyway I said that I'm bi"
"Okay sorry, continue"
"We were friends and she would always hang out with me which was weird because she could have hung out with so many other people. She was nice for about 6 months but then she started acting...different? She started saying really weird things all the time and always asked me if I trusted her and I said yes because I did, way more then I should have. I told my mom that she was acting really weird suddenly and she told me to try to distance myself from her and Didn't want to but I did. Which ended up just making things worse. She started hurting herself and was blaming it on me because I wouldn't hang out with her. I didn't understand at all why she was doing any of this and I wanted to help her but she made me promise not to tell anyone then made me tell her a secret I didn't want people to know so we both had something to make sure I didn't tell on her. Anyways I told her that I had a crush.... on a guy, we were in middle school so this was before I came out as bi. I didn't tell anyone about her thing but she told the whole school about mine, including the person I liked. If it was anyone besides him then it would have been okay but he started bullying me because of it. I finally decided to tell my parents but I was scared that they were not going to believe anything I said and that they were going to hate me for liking a guy but they didn't really care that I like a guy and they called the school. I didn't talk to her after any of this but after my parents called the school she stopped coming after a week. I was constantly bullied by the person I used to like, I didn't have any other friends besides her and after she left I didn't want anymore because I still don't understand why her personality changed so quickly. I'm scared that you can do that... what if you randomly decide that you hate me and want to ruin my life? Anyways, eventually the bullying stopped and I met Jeongin and had to work with him on a project and I don't really know exactly how we became friends but he eventually introduced me to the others and it took me a while to even act normal around them."
"Do you trust them?"Hyunjin asked him
"Yes but I've known them for a few years"
"What grade were you in when this happened and what grade were you in when you met Jeongin?"
"Sixth and I met him in eighth"
"You were only in sixth grade?!"Hyunjin asked shocked and Seungmin just nodded
"Did you find out why she left? Normal people won't to that to someone, I would never do something like that to you. I have no idea how I'm supposed to prove that to you but I love you so much and I don't think that that's ever going to stop or change"Hyunjin said and hugged him
Seungmin felt a lot better now that he told someone even though the whole situation still confused and stressed him
He hugged Hyunjin back and they decided to just stay like that for a while
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Effort/SeungJin
FanfictionHyunjin never paid that much attention to anyone besides his friends, a lot of people liked him romantically but he has never been interested. That was until he met Seungmin who didn't want anything to do with Hyunjin at all but Hyunjin was ready to...
