"We will change the world for you."
~※NCT※~
COMPLETED
THIS FAN FICTION IS OT21 AS IT WAS CREATED IN 2019. I AM AN OT23 STAN, SHOTARO AND SUNGCHAN JUST WONT APPEAR IN THIS BOOK!
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Doyoung silently opened the door, praying he wouldn't get caught and sneaked towards his room, only to bump into Johnny. "Where the fuck were you?", the taller growled. Doyoung gulped and looked away, only to make eye contact with a gloomy looking Taeyong and the other members standing behind him.
Doyoung quickly tried to think of something "Oh sorry I just...went to the grocery store?", his excuse sounded more like a question as he nervously stared at his feet.
"You got into a fight with the tomatoes or something?", Jaehyun nodded towards his bloody hands and the dried tears on his face.
Doyoung opened his mouth to say something, but got pushed back by Johnny. "Where were you Kim Doyoung?", Doyoung blinked suprised. Johnny only said people's last names if he was really mad and Johnny was barely mad.
"I..went to the police station", he whispered softly, but Johnny heard him and got furious.
"You know Doyoung, you're really fucking selfish you know that right? You're not the only one who loves Taeil, yet we still aren't being as dramatic as you are. You really have to get out of whatever fase you're in right now, Taeil may be dead okay? Then what hm? You're going to cry and lock yourself up forever? Pathetic, why can't you just grow up and be a fucking man?", Johnny walked towards Doyoung, while the other just stumbled away, his back suddenly touching the wall. The others just watched, Doyoung locked eyes with Mark, who quickly averted his gaze to the ground.
"Why are you always being so goddamn problematic? Do you know how worried we were? Taeyong fucking broke down in Jaehyun's arms because of you! You're not the only one who's hurting, but you're the only one who's being a little bitch about everything! You only bring us problems, you couldn't save Taeil and I'm sure as hell you won't be able to save us either. Maybe it would be better if you just died instead of Taeil-".
"Don't", Doyoung hissed, tears streaming down his face. Only now Johnny snapped out of it, eyes filling with regret as Doyoung pushed him away while shaking. "Doyoung, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to-".
"Save it", the younger cut him off once again. Doyoung wiped his tears harshly as he walked towards the room, ignoring the calls of the others.
"They don't get it", he mumbled. "They don't get it...They don't get it...They don't get it", Doyoung lied down on his bed. "They don't understand I love you more than everything", he whispered as he looked at the picture next to his bed of him and Taeil smiling as they jumped into the air.
"They don't know...They don't know that I want to grow old with you-"
"YUTA! Are you okay?", he suddenly heard.
"It's Taeil", the voice of Yuta was heard while he was panting, probably from the running he did even though he was weak, because of the lack of food and sleep he was getting.
