Breach

Part 17 Memories

-Anaya-

Running, how long was I running? Why was is so dark? I opened my eyes and saw green fields, that's right. I'm with Ray, running a race "I'M FASTER~ Loser" He called back while laughing and I smiled "bet!" I ran faster to get ahead but got stopped by the fence that didn't let us go past that stupid wall. Why did we need it? I heard in the distance an voice so familiar but so hard to put a name on "Anaya" it was nothing but a ghost of a whisper but enough to make me look around to see who it was as Ray caught up "Hey, weirdo. What's wrong?" I shook it off "Oh, nothing." We walked back to the house and Becca was sitting on the floor asleep, she had probably waited up for us again "You can get her? I gotta get home" Ray said behind me and I nodded "Bye, cya" He waved and ran off, I laid becca on the couch and covered her up as I heard it again, it sounded closer "Anaya" I looked back around but saw no one. "Dawn" had I said that? Who was Dawn? Confused I went to bed. I woke up in pitch black "BECCA?!" I screamed "RAY!" I called for hours as everything around me stayed dark, I curled up in a ball and cried, I watched my life go bye, my mom being beaten by my dad, My mom killing herself, my dad shooting himself holding me...Me killing becca.... I cried harder as I felt someone's hand on my back "Oh Anaya...You kept all these feeling inside yourself." I knew it instantly "Dawn I-... I'm so sorry." I heard her slightly laugh then ball up her fist on my back "oh hush, let it all out okay? I won't tell anyone." I cried for so long...hours before I stopped and hugged Dawn"I'm sorry I put everyone through this." she sighed "Oh don't you worry bout it. I've lived with Aikari for 17 years." I sometimes forgot the oldest person here was in his twenties, but I saw little bits of light, then a black spinning thing around us "what....is this" I looked at Dawn who seemed speechless as we heard Aikaris screams and cries for her sister, beggin Ray to let her go. The black started to fade and become a fog but kept spinning and every once in a while a small space would open "WE CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THAT HOLE" is what Dawn yelled above the noise so I just nodded "You first!" she helped me up, I had to time it right so I ran at it and jumped out, landing in a roll and onto my back, coughing up blood. That didn't stop Ray from running to me and patting my back "slow breaths" I was catching my breath and everyone seemed to be watching the orb for Dawn, Aikari whimpered "Wh-why isn't she coming out yet?!" she looked back at me "I'LL KILL YOU IF SHE DOESN'T COME BACK" I nodded and watched for a little. "Come on" I breathed out. The fog was slowly coming down when Dawn jumped it and landed on her feet, panting and cut up but Aikari was on her in moment hugging her and crying "you scared me" they held each other and cried as the fog disappeared, I fell into Rays lap and felt his hand rested on my back as he fall back into the wall and relaxed. I looked up to see medics all around Tatsuo and my air caught in my lungs as I struggled to crawl to her and touch her cheek with tears streaming "Tatsu!" I felt hands pulling me back but I screamed and struggled as I felt myself being pressed into Rays chest, crying and shaking.

-Toril-

I had to pull a damn beast off my sisters body "GET OFF HER" I heard her crying with made me let go, she was crying? Over Tatsuo? I saw the General pretty close to toss Anaya into Ray and rub her back. She started shaking and crying as the twins came over with the captain and they all took a knee around Anaya. Probably in case she fought to get back to Tatsuo but I never have seen a vampire cry over hurting a person like this, she was such a surprise to me and probably everyone around us. A tap on the shoulder brought me back to attention, it was a medic and he said "We've done all that we can for now, just let her stay there and rest." I nodded and thanked them god....why was I always so hard on her? What if she had died? I never told her how much I loved her, even when I wanted to because I was always training and trying to make her stronger when our parents died but that hasn't worked, I never let her know what happened that night or why I sent her away. Our parents had become vampires and I killed them, how do you tell your baby sister you had to kill your parents? I screamed "You never knew how much I loved you and how much I tried to fight it or how hard it was!" I looked at her pale face then at the General who looked like he was fighting himself, then looking around the twins were talking with tears falling from Dawn and Anaya was curled into Ray in tears, Tatsuo was laid on my lap..I knew that she wasn't going to live no matter how much I wanted her to, she was dying in my arm and I couldn't stop it. I had to take a walk so I got up and walked out of the room, Anaya grabbing my hand and I shook her off "I'm sorry. I can't do this" I walked out...out the door and right to the wall to go to my base out further. I couldn't take this, not take this so I ran I ran for hours on hours until I got back to base.