Poetry : A King's Poverty

Dedicated to Hime

Translation: Princess.

With all honesty where do I begin, your probably one of the first people to actually see and like my writing.

You said to take it too whole new level.
Look where it got me, top 150 in #mylife the first week.

I think it's amazing to say the least, that this book is gonna be bigger then any pain I've ever been through.

Those tears and happiness weren't for nothing and you proved it to me.

Crazy we knowed about each other for years but like always I was afraid to approach you, (I've told you this story already. But you know me I gotta be cheesy with you) from afar i studied you're everything like I said before perfection non the less.

Beautiful from the looks of you, lovely attitude, you're perfect and I'll be damned if what I said to you was a lie.

I finally had many classes together our freshman year, and I finally got to know the beauty herself. Your soul and personality was just flawless. Took the air from each time you spoke, I couldnt breath when you laughed. Killing me silently you took the pain I felt for those moments.

I lived for you and my family.
I cared for you more then I did myself.
No joke, I was jealous of the man who had your hand at the time.
I thought nobody was worthy of your touch or love, not even me.

To be loved by you, is a gods gift. Even if I released my faith to the almighty, I would believed in him one more time, just to get a taste of your lips, just once.

I wrote poetry to you and only you knew, we grew together and wrote our hearts in those text, I wanted more to put on here.

For the love i found in you, is still in my heart. Those words I meant.

And i would scream it from the rooftops over and over again until you feel in your heart its true.

I hope one day you can forgive me, for what I'm gonna say is gonna hurt us both.

I loved you more then I loved her.

These words aren't make belief, I hope you'll understand and not hold it against me.

I made a love poem out of a dedication page, and that's what you make me do, I self consciously wrote a sonnet to you without even knowing what I was doing.

I wish i can put those poems on here.

But those I want to keep between us my love
I hope you dont see it as being selfish.

To not expose what we said to each other.

Its intertwined in our hearts.
I'll always care for you.
I hope you dont hold against me.