Addict's

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They gave me there heart.
I gave them what they where looking for on the long run.

Lust.

I never wanted to be like this

Sex addict.

Running around different girls part time.

No different from her who spread her legs like it was charity fund.

I walk in, put it down in between passing periods or during classes.
That little time I'll leave her wanting me more then she needs me.

I never cared who watched, or who saw
All the girls where mesmerized by what I did, and how I left them.

The boys wondered if it was normal, to mess around with those amount girls and still not be fazed by it.

The answer is no, it's not. It's a curse to have this ability.

I wanted to feel what I'm doing, but to these girls it was nothing to me.
Just another good fuck, that wont even get me off one.

As it comes I hated being me during this time.

They gave me their heart, but I used them to numb my pain.

They where a drug.

They where nothing special.

They where nothing to me.

But I took their heart.

I took their innocence.

I took away their trust.

Now they are the same as me.

Sex addicts.

But they only come around for me.

They say they love me.

But I know it's a lie.

They just want it the same way as always.

I dont want to be like this.

I hate this side of me.

Because this side ruined so much.

I ruined more lives then I can count.

So save me your pity.
I'm no better then her.
Im a monster.
Im your drug.
Im your addiction.

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