Poetry : A King's Poverty

Dedicated to My Ex

With every passing moment, I'll be lying if you didnt cross my mind from time to time.

I dont remember you in a good way, sometimes I wonder if ever cared the same way I did, but then I remember how fast you ditched me.

I honestly dont care anymore,
I found peace in my mind and life.

The past me is a different story. I blamed you when I should be thanking you.

Thanking for all the life lessons.

So now I'll thank you for all the times you fooled me, I knew it was trap but I followed you though.

Thank you for the lies.
Now I know the truth in my eyes.

Thank you for your byes.
Now I can finally let go of it.

Thank you for shedding my tears.
I never thought I would be able to cry for somebody.

Thank you for my scars.
Now etched around my body.
Now I have a permanent tattoo like logic to show off my book.

Thank you for my addictions.
Alcohol and drugs is terrible when your depressed.

Thank you for the pain because without that, I wouldn't be able to write 3 years filled with pain.

Thank you for letting me love you, because without me you would be nothing and possibly dead.

I wish I could hate you, but in a sickening way I still love you.

So now I can move on.

Thank you for three years of pain, my love.