With everything that happened just know I still consider you my best friend till this day.
My pain is just too much as it come right now and that's what it is.
I really did try to stay away from drugs and alcohol. I'm back at it, and I'm sorry.
It's the only thing that helps me release now.
Now the real reason why I put you on here. Since the beginning you helped me become almost me again. Crazy thing is I trusted you more then trusted her, that's the biggest thing that concerned me. I wasnt sure if I was ready again, I didnt want to fall again.
Especially for someone who'll probably never mirror my feelings. It took alot for me to write the letter.
Just as it took alot to write this whole book.
You where the final push that made me write this book, with all honesty your probably the only person who deserves a whole poetry book just dedicated to you not this one its hella depressing and a kill joy right lmao.
Anyways, care about you alot more then I should thanks for trying to help me when I asked.
I'm a difficult person as you know already. I wish you nothing but happiness. I really did hope we could've become something beautiful but that's just me.
Thank you for giving me a shot at being your friend.
YOU ARE READING
Poetry : A King's Poverty
ŞiirA description of a king is almost defined by the way there Kingdom is perceive "Perfect" Nobody knows that, the ruler of the Land wears two crowns with two different coronation, One crown is for his might, the other is the side he never shows. As yo...
