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The "Touch" Series
Izuku Midoriya was an Omega. His whole life he never once hated the fact that he was born into the weaker sub-gender. It was part of who he was. Izuku wasn't ashamed to say that he was weaker than others, doo...
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(Angst)
"Shit, we forgot it was today!"
Mina growled from outside my bedroom door where undoubtedly, the female Alpha had picked up on my scent.
Over the past two years, I had been taking heat suppressants almost daily. The doctors didn't recommend it, but my therapist authorized it because of my mental state. Almost every time my heat would come around, I would fall into a depressive episode. These pills weren't dangerous when taken rarely or for emergencies only, but I had been on them for almost two years.
I hated myself desperately when my heat came and I would wind up hurting myself unintentionally before my therapist gave me the prescription for the suppressants. Along with the prescription she gave a heavy warning that if I remained on them for too long that I could become infertile.
However, the idea of my reproductive system becoming fried from the chemicals I was ingesting daily didn't make me upset at all. My mother would kill me for being reckless with my system like this while I was still so young.
I was a 20-year-old Omega and in the prime of my life. Statistically, I should be having children within the next five years. But I couldn't even think about that for too long without getting sick to my stomach.
Although I have accepted Katsuki as my mate and frequently enjoyed the thoughts of our reunion, the subject of mating and kids made me uncomfortable. Katsuki's 17th birthday wasa nearing, and although he had been growing up, I couldn't get the image of the child-Katsuki out of my mind.
Will he ever feel like an adult to me? Or will I always feel sick to my stomach when I look at my mate? When I thought about how our mating relationship has started, I began to realize that it would be a miracle if Katsuki ever developed romantic feelings towards me.
I have had two years to come to terms with our mating. He most likely held nothing but animosity towards me. I knew for a fact that he hadn't been told about our mating. While standing in the center of my room, I listened to Mina and Uraraka whisper outside of my door. My heat should have been starting today. They knew the plan, and they were late.
I only had my heats once every six months now that I have been on these pills. This was only the 3rd heat cycle I've had since starting my suppressants. When I realized that I would have my heats once every 6 months, I knew that I needed to come up with a game plan in order to protect my mental health. My depression always got worse after my heat until I could recover. I seemed to just decline in every way after my heats.
I could hear Mina and Uraraka outside my door discussing how they needed to be strong for me, and fresh tears began to roll down my face. It always happened but I could never stop myself from getting upset.
I was prepared, I knew that it would be happening today just like it did every 6 months. We discussed this, after all. I had needed help with this. When this time came around I demanded that Mina remove all the collected pieces of clothing that belonged to Katsuki from my room.
