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The "Touch" Series
Izuku Midoriya was an Omega. His whole life he never once hated the fact that he was born into the weaker sub-gender. It was part of who he was. Izuku wasn't ashamed to say that he was weaker than others, doo...
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(Angst)
Dear Katsuki,
If you're reading this, I believe that it's safe to assume you know everything. There are so many things I want to tell you as I write this, but I don't have much time.
It's only been a week since that night and I know I need to write down my thoughts and feelings for you to read someday. I have barely had time to process everything that's happened over the past week. I know it will take time and I can't imagine how you must be feeling after all this.
The most important reason for this letter is so I can apologies for everything that's happened, everything that I have done to you. Although I plan to beg for forgiveness at your feet the moment I see you again, I know that you might choose not to contact me once you turn 18, and per my agreement with your parents, I will stay away from you and let you come to me if you choose to.
So, I needed to write this in hopes that you will read it and at least know how sorry I am for ever hurting you. I guess it's only right to start from the beginning and tell you that I never wanted this to happen. When I was hired to watch you over the summers I thought it would only be a job to earn some extra money to pay for school, however, I began to care for you as a person.
I considered you a friend and it was an honor to get to see you grow up over those 4 years. I know that as I grew up as well, my attention began to split more and I gave you less of my time.
Nevertheless, I cared for you and wanted to see you happy. When I left you at your house that night, to go get snacks, I never thought it would be the moment that would change my life forever. I didn't know what was happening to me. When I went into heat I was scared out of my mind, I still don't remember what all happened to me.
However, I don't think I can ever forget what a huge mistake I made. I will never forgive myself for hurting you.
Katsuki, I am so sorry.
When you saved me from that man, I was beyond grateful to you. Here you were, a kid, protecting me from something that would have ruined my life. However, I didn't realize that you were my mate until I saw your face.
Your scent drove me crazy, it was as if I was seeing you for the first time. It scared me, yet I couldn't help but want to be closer to you. I need you to know that this wasn't your fault, what I did was inexcusable. I just need you to understand that I truly did not mean to ever touch you like that. The heat was my first ever, and I had just been attacked. On top of that, I had found my mate.
I never wanted you to be my mate, Kat. I wanted to be your friend. I wanted to protect you and see you grow up more. I never wanted to be the cause of your fear. When I touched you, it was if my body was being driven by instinct alone. I barely recognized you. All I knew was that your scent was that of my mate.
