ᗪOᑎ'T TOᑌᑕᕼ ᗰY ᗩᒪᑭᕼᗩ

Underwater

Katsuki Bakugou

(Angst)

(Self Deprecation)

"Inside -- I want you inside me," Izuku panted as he sprawled out under me. His fingers were trailing delicately over the panes of my stomach as I pushed my hands up his thighs and slipped my fingers over his member. He was so wet and it took everything in me to hold back and not absolutely wreck him like my instincts were calling me to. However, I wanted this too. It probably was not the best idea considering where our relationship stood at the time. But I had made my decision and knew that I wanted to make this work and he was my mate. It was fated that we end up together -- and fighting it was tiring. Being angry was exhausting. 

Izuku whined pathetically as I teased my fingers over his body and I hummed. This was so fucking weird. I knew that my attraction towards him was beginning to drown out the hatred and anger, but this was a lot. I had never looked at this Omega and thought about bedding him before. Nevertheless, how could I say no when my mate was begging me so sweetly?

"If I take you now, I won't stop, Izuku. I don't want to hurt you," I mumbled soothingly to him as my eyes trail down his exposed body while I continue to palm over his cock. His body was fascinating and I had never seen anyone naked like this before. His Omegan frame was delicate and thin. His thin waist curved at his hips, giving him a figure that was hidden beneath his clothes the majority of the time. 

I didn't want to hurt him. This was his first time, heat or no heat. This was my first time. I had always wanted to save this for my mate, and there could have been a better time for us to share this together, but now would work. I didn't feel too bad because I picked up on the fact that Izuku's heat was ending. The Omega was too coherent and aware of his actions -- still needy -- but coherent. He knew what he was doing -- he knew.

*** 

I shook my head and stared forward, locking eyes with my reflection in the bathroom mirror. When I had woken up in a disheveled nest and a missing mate, I felt a swarm of panic that I had never experienced before begin to flood my body. My instincts were screaming for me to find Izuku immediately and bring him back to his nest where he belonged. We had just mated, and being an Alpha instantly made me possessive of what belonged to me.

I smelled like Izuku still. It had been days since he left, and each day that passed, his scent faded. I ground my teeth as I stared at myself in the mirror. My eyes were dull and the bags under them were proof of my constant worry and sleepless nights. There had been no word from Izuku since he left. Even his mother refused to say anything. Inko only provided me with the small bit of information that my mate was alive -- and he didn't want to be found.

At first, I was scared. That morning when I made my way out of the nest and searched around for him in the house, I thought something had happened. Maybe he was overwhelmed? Maybe he wasn't ready for sex yet and he regretted letting his heat speak for him? However, I brushed some of my worries away because Izuku wasn't that lost in his heat. He knew what he was doing.