Who here reading my thoughts thinks about the what ifs in life? I'm sure most of you do. Whoever you are. These are my what ifs
What if you never met someone. If you didn't meet that someone you wouldn't have your best friend. What if you didn't save that someone one night from a supposed "friend". What if that someone actually talked to you. What if that someone didn't try to take their life. What if you didn't say anything to someone you thought you could trust. What if you were never stabbed in the back. What if no one found out about all your secrets. What if you had never gone back to your best friend. What if you had never listened to a friend when they suggested something. What if you never met more friends who would wait. What if you had never made that first phone call. What if you didn't let a friendship from into something new. What if you had listened to yourself when saying not to talk to anyone until that night. What if you never did something that wouldn't work. What if you hadn't tried to use something to numb the pain. What if no one had found out. What if you kept everything inside. What if what you said never got you your best friend back. What if you had never told your best friend you liked them. What if someone in your family wasn't willing to help you. What if the person you texted wanted nothing to do with you after being gone for a while. What if everyone was mad and hated your guts. What if you had never sent someone messages through a period of 9 months. What if you never sent that first message to someone that would change your life. What if everything was different. What if everything works out for you. What if someone finds out about all your secrets again. What if you had to leave and you couldn't say anything. What if it was like the times before. What if no one really cares about you. What if everyone says they love you but doesn't mean it.
There are so many what ifs in life. What are yours?
