Two friends are telling me two different things. One says one thing the other says something completely different. "I always asked about you but he never told me anything." I asked if that was true and was told. "He never asked about you tbh. I told him about the messages but he always said, 'oh why wouldn't she text me first.' " It leaves me wondering. Who is lying to me and why? Should I leave the one everyone warned me about? Or should I keep giving him the benefit of the doubt? Should I trust the one who says he told him about me. Or should I trust the one who claims to have been told nothing when he asked? It's so confusing. I had this image of how things would be. Or how I hoped they would be. Everything would be the same. The chat would be the same maybe with a few new people. There would be no complications to it. God I was so wrong. It was complicated. It was hard. I gave up because it always lead to a dead end. When I aloud myself hope again the chat was nothing like before. Everyone was gone and I didn't know why. It took forever to find someone I knew. It took a bit longer to know why everything fell apart. Now? I'm faced with all this drama. It's a catch 22. Who do you trust? Who do you end the relationship with? Should you just cut all contact? What do you do in this situation? You wanna believe both but when you find out more you become more and more wary. You seem to question both parties. You're in the middle and if you make the wrong choice? You're fucked. So really what do you do?
