Osomatsu-san Oneshots (Book 3)

She is loved part 2: Alternate Ending

For misstrishx

When lunch started I went up to the roof top to clear my head. I laugh softly when I thought of the times I went up there and thought of just jumping. You know to just end it all but I always stop because I thought of my family. When I open the door and my eyes widen when I saw my brothers fighting. I drop my lunch and cover my mouth in shock. My feet move on their own before I run over to stop them.

"Hey! Please stop it!" I shout tearfully and try to pull one of them back. I pull Osomatsu back by his arm and clutch onto his arm. Begging him to stop. He shocked me by roughly pushing me off. I stagger back into the railing. Which should've stopped me but I fell back over it with a shrill scream.

Everything seemed to move slowly.

My teary eyes widening as I fell back.

My brothers turning with shocked expressions.

Them running and shouting as they try to catch me.

Shockingly Karamatsu caught my wrist but it was a weak grip. He grunts and tries to pull me up but neither of us could get a good hold to pull up. The others try to help Karamatsu but they couldn't do much. I could feel my hand slipping through both of his. I stare up at him with teary eyes and he looks me in the eyes. I stare up at him through tearful eyes and whimper out

"Don't let go Karamatsu-niisan."

His eyes widen and starts to pull me up with a grunt. When I was close enough I grip the railing with my free hand and Karamatsu pulls me over to safety. I fall forward into his arms and clutch onto him as I cry my eyes out. "I was so scared. I thought I was going to die." I whimper out and he wraps his arms around me. I nuzzle my face into his shoulder and took a peek at the rest of my brothers.

I saw Jyushimatsu glaring hard at Osomatsu who stood there frozen. Osomatsu snaps out of it and walks up to me "y/n. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to-" "this is what I was afraid of." I mumble and they turn to me with hums. "I was afraid that we were growing to distant...that we didn't care about each other anymore...I guess I was right." I say and look up at them as I wipe my tears away.

"We use to be so close but now...we just seem distant..I mean I have never seen you guys fight like that...and I was almost pushed off the roof." I say and they look at each other before they frown. "because of how distant we became I became lonely...which lead to me becoming depressed which lead to" I pause and swallow my fear before I roll my sleeve up to reveal my scars.

I saw my brothers go wide eyed and Karamatsu took my arm in his hands as he inspects the cuts. "Why didn't you say anything?" Choromatsu asks and I look down "I tried too but you guys wouldn't listen or would push me away." I say and they all gain guilty looks. I look down and pull my arm away from Karamatsu. "I just want things to go back to the way they used to be. When you actually cared about me." I say as tears well up in my eyes.

I feel my face get lifted up and I was met with Ichimatsu's soft gaze. "Y/n. We do care about you." He says and I glance away "Then why doesn't it feel like it?" I ask and he sighs before hugging me. "Even if we don't show it..Even if we don't say it..We care about you and we love you so much y/n." He says and I sigh before another pair of arms wrap around me.

"Of course we care about you. You're our little sister." Karamatsu says and I hum as they all hug me. "we're sorry that we made you feel this way." Jyushimatsu says as he hugs me tightly. "From now on we will make sure you get the love and care you deserve." Todomatsu says as he nuzzles his face on mine. I swear I could feel dampness on his cheek.

I smile shakily and try my best to hug them all. "I love you guys so much. I never want to see you guys fight like that ever again." I say softly and they smile before hugging me tighter.

I could feel the love they have for me in that hug.

All the insecurities I had about them not caring or not loving me left my mind.

I felt loved.

I was loved.