Love Hurts (Hanahaki! Choromatsu x reader) Sad Fluff

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I was walking home from a tough day at work when I saw Choromatsu. "Hey Choromatsu." I greet and he looks a me with a tired smile. "Hey y/n." He says and I hum "You sound tired. You okay?" I ask and he hums "oh yeah yeah I'm okay. I just haven't been...feeling well lately." He says and I frown "Aw that sucks I'm sorry. I hope you get better Choromatsu." I say with a soft smile and he nods with a smile.

"Well I should get home." I say and he nods "see you later Choromatsu." I say and he just nods with a hum before turning to leave. As he left I heard him coughing and he was coughing hard. I sigh sadly "I hope he isn't getting sick. Though if he does I'll just take care of him." I say to myself as I walk home.

It's been almost a month since I last saw Choromatsu and I was a little concerned. Within that time I haven't seen him or even heard from him. He hasn't even called me. I was really worried about him as he seemed sick the last time I saw him. I was in my bedroom reading when my phone rang. I saw that it was Todomatsu. I sigh in slight disappointment because I was hoping that it was Choromatsu. Regardless of that I answer with a hello.

"Y/n. You need to come over. Now." I hum as I hear Todomatsu's voice shake. "What? What's wrong?" I ask as I set my book aside "it's Choromatsu-niisan. He..He" he trails off into a whimper "okay okay. I'm on my way." I say as I quickly got off my bed and rush to put on my shoes. "Please hurry." He says with a pleading tone. I hum and hung up before rushing to the matsuno house.

Choromatsu. Please be okay. Just hold on. I think as I run and push past other people. I was beyond worried now. I don't hear from Choromatsu in almost a month and now Todomatsu calls me telling me to rush over because something was wrong with him. I was really worried because I cared a lot about Choromatsu. Though I was too nervous to admit it; I loved Choromatsu a lot.

I made it to their home and knock on the door which was immediately opened. I was met with a panicked Karamatsu. Before I could even say anything he pulls me into the house slamming the door shut. "Karamatsu Wha-Oi!" I exclaim as he pulls me upstairs where all the brothers excluding Choromatsu were standing outside their bedroom with worried looks.

"Guys what's wrong with Choromatsu?" I ask and they all look at each other before gesturing to their room. "Just help him...before it's too late." Osomatsu says as he gains a sullen look. I hum before walking over and opening the door. I walk in and turn my head as Jyushimatsu closes the door. I turn my head to see Choromatsu curled up in the futon. His coughing was worse than the last time.

After his coughing fit he let out a whimper and I walk over. "Choromatsu." I say and I saw him flinch before glancing back. "What are you doing here?" He asks and I was surprised "um well Todomatsu called me." I say and he chuckles tiredly "of course..Well you don't need to be here so you can leave." He says and gave a weak wave of his hand.

"No. You are clearly sick. Look I can help." I say and he shook his head "No you can't..You couldn't be able to help now." He mumbles before sitting up with a whimper. He turns around and I gasp softly. He looked absolutely miserable. He looked like he was in pain. I walk over and sat down in front of him. I reach out to hold his face and despite him flinching a bit he didn't pull away.

He didn't seem to be burning up or anything. I glance at his chest and lay a hand over his heart. I pull my hand back with wide eyes before placing my ear over his heart. I could feel tears in my eyes when I heard his heartbeat. It had slowed way down. I pull up to look at him. "Choromatsu..What is going on? What is wrong with you?" I ask and he looks away.

I pull his head to look at me as tears begin to fall from my eyes. "Choromatsu. Please." I say and he opens his mouth to speak before covering his mouth as he coughs again but this time I heard that his breathing was ragged. He whines and pulls his hand away. My eyes widen when I saw the flower petals fall from his hand. I reach out and pick up one of the petals.

I was silent as I stare at him. "Choromatsu...Why didn't you tell me?!" He flinches and looks away. "I..I couldn't...I didn't want anyone to know much less you." He says and I held his face as I started to cry. "You should have told me! I could've helped you and-" "no no you couldn't have. Believe me." He says and I stare at him with sad eyes. "There's no way you could have fixed this...I'm too far gone anyways." He says as he grips his chest.

"So just leave me alone to die."

My heart shatters when he said that. "Choromatsu if you could just tell me the girl that caused you to suffer from this disease I could be quick and go find her." I say and he glances at me. "Y/n I..I.." He was cut off with another coughing fit but this time he was gasping and seemed to be choking. I panic as he grips his chest before he cough up a bunch of petals. I hear let out a ragged sigh before he fell onto me. I wrap my arms around him and glance at him as his breathing slows.

"Choromatsu." I say softly and he grips onto my back with a whimper. I hold him close and bury my face into his shoulder. He gave a weak chuckle "I didn't..think...I would d-die in your arms." He mumbles and I shook my head "no no no don't say that. you aren't going to die. I won't let you." I say with a whimper as tears flow from my eyes. "it's been a month y/n...it's too late to do anything...I can already feel myself slipping away...though it is my fault...I should've mentioned that I was suffering from Hanahaki Disease." He says with a shaky voice and he clutches onto me.

"But I didn't...I didn't because a part of me...didn't want to risk the friendship I had with...and I didn't want it to seem like she had to love me in order to save me" He says with his voice getting shakier. I hear his breath hitch and I froze when he used his final breath to say

"I love you y/n and I'm sorry."

My heart shattered even more when I felt him become limp. I turn my head to see his eyes close before I pull him back to lay him down. "No no no." I mutter as I held his face "Choromatsu!" I cry out before I bury my face into his chest "please. I'm so sorry. I didn't know. I didn't know. I love you too. I love you so much." I say with a whimper before I pause. I hum and turn my head to listen to his heart.

It was still beating. It was weak but it was still there. I pull back and glance at him before I lay my hand over his heart. I keep my hand on his heart as I lean down to kiss him. It may not work but it was worth a try wasn't it? I shut my eyes and could feel the tears slide down my face as I mumble "I love you Choromatsu." on his lips.

I pull away and lay my forehead on his. "Please wake up. I'll give you the love you deserve so please. Wake up." I say softly and kiss him softly. I hum and pull away when I heard a soft groan. I smile as he opens his eyes and he looks at me surprised. He went to say something but before he could even open his mouth I pull him into a kiss. He squeaks softly and tenses but it didn't take long for him to relax.

I smile as he kisses me back with such passion that it was clear that he loved me a lot. I pull away and kiss all over his face. "I love you too. I love you so much. I'm so sorry that I didn't-" I was cut off by Choromatsu kissing me. I squeak softly and hum as he sat us up. He pulls away with a cough and I smile when I didn't see any flower petals.

"Don't go apologizing. I was the one who should have told you. Sorry if I worried or scared you." He says and I smile before hugging him. "It's okay. I was worried but now I'm happy. I'm so happy." I say and he hums as he hugs me tight. "Me too. I am so happy right now." He says and kisses my cheek.


I love Choromatsu and I'll never let him forget it for as long as I live.

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