Silenced (Mute! Karamatsu x reader) Angst

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I walk into a café with Karamatsu to pick up some drinks before we head back to his place. We had just got done with a date that consisted of us walking through the park, enjoying what nature had to give. We walk up to the counter and I gave my order before turning to Karamatsu. "What did you want?" I ask and he looks at the menu before turning to me. 'Just an iced coffee.' He signs and I nod before relaying the information to the cashier.

I payed for the both of us and once we got our drinks we head back to his house. I open the door and went to the living room. My smile I had before drops when I saw his brothers. They look up at me and glance away. "Hey y/n." Jyushimatsu says softly and I hum "Hi Jyushimatsu. Hello Choromatsu." I say before taking Karamatsu's hand and walking upstairs with him.

When we got to their bedroom I sat on the couch with him. I hum and turn to Karamatsu when he taps my shoulder. 'You're still mad at them aren't you?' He signs and I shook my head "I'm not mad at all of them. Jyushimatsu and Choromatsu did nothing wrong." I say and glance away but Karamatsu turns my head back to face him.

'Y/n. What happened wasn't entirely their fault. I was the one who bottled up my emotions. When I finally snapped I was the one who acted drastically.' He signs with a frown and I sigh with a shake of my head as those haunting memories came back.

-2 years ago-

I was walking to the Matsuno house to see my boyfriend of one year. I was just bored and decided to pay him a visit. Though when I enter the house I saw him rush out of the living room before storming upstairs. I rush to the living room and saw his brothers. "What just happened?" I ask and Osomatsu hums "nothing. He's just overreacting." He says and I gave him a look.

"What did you say?" I ask with a stern tone and Todomatsu shrugs "We honestly didn't do or say anything. He was just talking in that.." I gave him a warning glare and he hums "Uh..unique way. We told him to stop because quite honestly it's annoying." He says and I groan. "It's not annoying." I say and Ichimatsu hums "Yeah it is. You may not think so yet but believe us. His voice can be so annoying."

"So my voice is annoying huh?"

I jump at the sudden voice of Karamatsu and turn to see him in the living room doorway. "My voice is annoying to all of you isn't it? It's just a painful nuisance?" He asks and I gave him a worried look when I saw his blank stare with a blank face to match. "Karamatsu." I say and he smiles shakily "Well if that's the case...Maybe this will take care of it." He says and I hum. My eyes shift down before I froze.

The brothers must have noticed and followed my gaze as I felt the atmosphere become tense. "K-Karamatsu..W-Why do you.." Choromatsu stammers but couldn't form a sentence. Not that I blame him. Karamatsu was standing in the doorway. Shaking violently.

With a pair of scissors in his hands.

"Karamatsu. Honey." I finally spoke and he hums "put the scissors away and calm down." I say and Karamatsu just stares at me before he lifts the scissors. I sigh in relief and step forward as I thought he would just hand them over.

But I was wrong.

So very wrong.

When I took that step forward I froze in place as he lifts the scissors before plunging them in his throat. I let out a scream and rush over as he pushes the scissors deeper. "Karamatsu! Stop!" I shout and pull his hands away to stop him from pushing them deeper. I turn to the brothers and saw that the color drained from their faces. "Choromatsu call an ambulance! Jyushimatsu help me with Karamatsu!" I shout and they nod.

Choromatsu rushes to the phone while Jyushimatsu helps me sit Karamatsu down. I was panicking as blood seeps from the wound but I knew it'd be worse if I remove the scissors so I unfortunately had no choice but to leave them there. I notice Karamatsu's eyelids droop and saw him become pale. "Karamastu! Look at me! Look at me and keep your eyes open!" I say as I pat his face and he looks at me.

He gave a weak smile and I cringe as he tries to speak but nothing came out. Only a gargling sound. I panic as his eyes shut fully "No! Don't you quit on me! Stay with us Karamatsu!" I shout as tears leave my eyes and I hold him close to me with Jyushimatsu now trying to calm me. I lift my head to glare at Osomatsu as he got near me.

"Don't come any closer! This is all your fault!" I shout as I clutch onto Karamatsu. He flinches and backs up with a sullen face.

Ichimatsu, Todomatsu and him looked guilty but I didn't care. Whatever they actually said pushed Karamatsu to the limit.

They pushed him too far.

-Present day-

"I know I shouldn't really be mad at them...but they were so mean to you..and without reason..I guess I just can't forgive them for.." I trail off as I stare at the scar on his throat. I tear up and trace the scar with my finger. He held my hand and kisses me softly. He pulls back and smiles 'I'm the one who damaged my voice, making myself mute. They have all apologized so many times to me and I have forgiven them. Can you forgive them y/n? For me?' He signs and I glance away with a sigh before I hug him.

"For you...okay I'll go talk with them and maybe I'll finally accept their apology." I say and he smiles before hugging me close. I knew it would be hard for me to fully forgive them for what they caused but I could try.


Even if they were the cause of Karamatsu permanently silencing himself.

I can't stay mad forever.

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