My Snowy Snowy Wolf

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My Snowy Snowy Wolf

Chapter 18.

I couldn't understand what had happened earlier. It was like i didn't control my actions at all. I felt something overtake me when Camila pushed me over the edge with her insults, it was something powerful, and something i felt that i should be afraid of.

"What else did you find?" Blake asked casually, as i turned my attention back to him.

"That's all Blake. I can confirm that it's a portal from the underworld."

He stopped the car, and i turned to him slightly annoyed. His bright red eyes were filled with concern.

"Are you sure you are okay? Care to tell me what happened back then?"

"There's nothing more to tell."

"Fine, we are stopping here for the night." Blake said, as we got out of the car to check in to a grand hotel on the way back to werewolf territory.

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Blake left me all alone in the hotel room - again. This time i couldn't sleep, the images of Camila's blood and corspe were plaguing my mind and dreams. I needed someone with me, to comfort me that things were going to be back to normal, even though i knew it was only just the beginning.

I walked down to the hotel bar, wanting to get a drink to help me forget about the stress about the demon problems, and to my surprise i found Blake sitting at the bar, an almost empty glass in his hands.

"Blake." I said, as he turned slowly at the mention of his name. His pupils were diluted and he looked at me with an unreadable expression on his face.

"You are drunk again." I murmured, taking a seat beside him, ordering a few shots of tequila.

"I drink alone." He said, wanting to leave but i grabbed onto his wrist gently, ignoring the butterflies in my stomach at our contact. Blake turned and looked down at me for a moment, before sighing and sitting back down.

"I noticed you drink a lot." I said, swirling the glass of tequila in my hand.

He looked up at me.

"I drink a lot because of the shit i go through." I was rather surprised at the way he sounded, he sounded agitated, and it was far from his usual calm tone.

"It's all because of the dumb shit i go through since i'm next in line to be king, dealing with the responsibilities of being first born." He paused, staring deep into my eyes, the intensity of his gaze made me look away, "but i mostly drink to forget you."

The last part of what he said was barely a whisper, and i almost didn't hear it.

"I understand-"

"You don't understand anything, Sophia. I had to go through and relive these memories over and over again for as long as i can remember, this situation is beyond idiotic."

His words hurt me, but i held in my emotions.

"I'm sorry."

"You keep saying you are sorry." He said, and i didn't notice how he was leaning towards me.

"Just shut up and kiss me." Before i could protest, he leaned towards me, capturing my lips in a forceful kiss, and i felt myself melting against him.