He pulls my lower half closer to his so i could FEEL just how much he ment the next part, my breath getting caught in my throat. "If i were you id take precaution"
"She'll drive you right out of your mind and steal your heart" he sings grabbing a ha...
(A/n: theres alot of time skips so just bare with me also that song is from some random twitter nigga, that song actually slaps)
""Hey baby look at me" i hear dakas voice and when i look at his eyes i see the genuine fear in his eyes. He wears it like he wears his smirk and i begin to regain what feels like consciousness even though i was awake the whole time.
It was like I just blacked out through leaving the club, the car ride home and even getting into the shower.
When I looked down I notice he's holding my hands trying to scrub all the blood off which makes me feel light headed all over again. I feel like im fading out again until he shakes my hands.
Looking down, I watch as the pool of blood swirls around my feet running into the drain and feel my breath shorten as my eyes get blurry. Except my vision isn't getting blurry due to me about to faint its tears from everything i felt.
A sob breaks out and i close my eyes feeling my body shake. All i want to do is scrub my skin off until its red and raw and no longer felt nautious. This was to much my head was beginning to pound which only made me cry harder.
N'jadaka pulls me closer resting my head on his chest as he holds me. His fingers run over my spine while kissing the top of my head squeezing me tight to his body.
No words come out as I cling to him just the sobs for who knows how long until eventually they quiet down so its just hot tears. But he holds me the whole time, doesn't let go or even loosen his grip.
When all the blood is off he picks me up my face instantly falling into his neck and he walks across the bathroom floor to the tub placing me in.
He moves away just for a second to turn the water off and i take a moment to inhale the strong scent of jasmine while sinking lower into the tub.
"Baby ill be right back im—" he begins and I felt instant panic and rejection. I don't want to be left alone not now... or ever.
"No no no stay" I shout jerking so quickly some of the water splashes against the tile floor. He looks at me for a minute and then down to my grip on his leg before nodding.
He doesn't hesitate climbing in behind me and i lay my head back on his chest. He feels...safe. This was safe. Under— around, near him i was safe.
"Baby im sorry" N'jadaka speaks from behind me pulling my hair into a ponytail using the scrunchie on his arm and making a bun so my hair isn't getting any more wet than the ends already have.
"Hmm?" I questions still unable to find the words to speak a whole sentence. Pulling my knees to my chest I feel his hands run over them too, the lavender soap relaxes me.
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